IM YIJIN!

#61: i've put a stop to this, memories shant be kepy untouched

2009-06-15T22:23:00.003+08:00

CHANGED.
switched to livejournal :D
BYEEEEE!:D

p.s. the link is hidden somewhere in the blog xD

#60: it's time to put a stop to everything

2009-06-12T22:25:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!:D

haha happy birthday girl :D hahaha!

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anw, tired of blogger O: no privacy hahah

switching to livejournal soon! everything's ok! just that i can't choose my skin): wanna so much to keep this skin!D: my BOF!D:!

anw, haha so yeah. that's all :D

%59: everytime's a goodtime

2009-06-07T22:23:00.005+08:00

still loves art :D

hahaha actually spent my whole day on art today!xD yeah.

ohoh, solo-ed yewtee stagmont park O: awwww. hahah! but then something damn hilarious on the way there. was in a bo-chap mood there, walked past a coffeeshop, and saw a damn familiar face or maybe 4!O: HAHA tanyijun and his family eating breakfast xD LMAO. coolman! even aftnn at hongkah cc i saw him again! he stalker lah, stalk me!O: haha but seriously, outing without frens isnt fun at all D: I MISS MY FRENS. haha

aftnn one is much much much better!:D coz daphne and yuhan came:D teeheee. haha but seriously, there's nothing to draw there!Dx wa like looking around, and yuhan bring me to jaywalk (actually is the other way roundxD) haha!:D i felt so accomplished. coz i manage to finish two art piece during each outing yay!:D haha booked bus to botanic garden!:D coz everyone's going there. really missed outing with them!O:

A BUSY. BUSY. DAMN BUSY. week had past.

im looking forward to having life next week!:D can relax~:D

to makeup:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOXI!:D

though belated, but wish u all the best in ur studies and Os!:D

loveyou kyudaeyo!:D loveeeeeee. counting down! *300 plus days!*xD

2009-06-03T19:26:00.002+08:00

hi pig! i am being such a nice person t help u update.
uhuh. i am using my DEAR computer now.. ^.- hah..
damn.. i am hungry.. hey pig, i am hungry x_x how?
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actually, th main purpose of this post is t help her post
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOXI" =)

pig, don't be too touch when u c tiz k? don't forget u owe me a meal..
by th wae, yi jun here.. :)

#58: I'll try to do it right this time around

2009-06-01T18:08:00.004+08:00

IM GONNA SURVIVE 3-5 DAYS WITHOUT COM D:

damn sad. sad. sad. TODAY MORE SAD. I JUST MISSED THE CHANCE TO TOK TO WP ONLINE LAH! the thing is schduled ytd night! i now then see! WTH. SUCKER ):

forget it. im gonna to mugg. drama :D HAHAHA!

#57: the past

2009-05-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

im clearing my com to prepare it for reformatting.
the more i look at the pictures & notes, the more emotional i get.
i missed the past. definitely.
when im still me and u're still u. nothing else matter.
now, that things have changed. sighhhhhhhh.

#56: you like mophine u smooth me

2009-05-28T23:11:00.010+08:00

03 is loveeee. so is mr tan chih yuan hahaha:D

his last day with us D: hahaha

anw, this new skin is nice:D

~~will post more tmr!~~ SISC concert is coool!:D and im damn tired.

headache O: anw, happy 1st love.

[edit] :D hahaha! okay. ponned school today coz i cannot wake up O:

omg. first time self declare no school :x haha! toking abt ytd. it's mr tan last lesson O: we gave him a 6-rows-slide-phone haha!:D it's damn cool okay!:D pink somemore! hahah but seriously, he's like one of the best teacher we got in NJ lah :/ hope the new RI teacher will be nice too! hahah okay, yesterday SISC concert is so cool!:D as in the aftnn one is like crap -.- only like not more than 50 people came.

AT NIGHT ONE IS :DDDD coz ____ and ____ CAME. HAH. lmao.

hahah:D okay. idk how to describe but it's cool and loveeeeee:D

omg. hahaha! okay, so summarised. i reached home damn late and im like damn tired. fell asleep while toking on the phone O: hahaha sorry! haha and wake up only at like 10++ haha!:D

I BOUGHT MY WILBERPAN ALBUM:DDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

omg. it's like damn nice! AND I GOT THE RING:D!

hahaha i got tickets to his autograph session tooo!:D

yay! omg. how great can it still be?:D omg. iloveyou, happy1st~

#55: even if you're by my side, i still miss you

2009-05-24T16:59:00.002+08:00

im still waiting desperately for his album to come out in singapore ):

SAD. urgh. hahaha. this week, school = BORING. -.-

we've up to 5 hours of free periods because all the teachers are involved in events of the science thingy. urgh. cant they just let us off like SH1 people who can come to school at like 11am! omg.

hahaha blame life. life is never fair (roll eyes)

and im like super duper sadd that singapore still does not have will's album!

hmph. damnit. hahaha i've been checking out popular since friday.

still, no D: urghhhh.

anw, i really dunno wadd to blog leh :/ really.

hmmmmmm. anw, thanks alien :D hahaha my alien damn cool one can! :D

im watching boys over flower, AND IT'S SUPER NICE!:D

junpyo and jihoo is like love. teeeheee. but yeah, wilber pan is still LOVEEEE:D

hahaha okay. crap. this post damn lame. just wanna say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY!:D

yay! next tuesday no school!:D

cant wait. coz i'll get to see my alien who pon school hahaxD love.

#54: WAD HAPPEN TO ALL THE MOTIVATION?O:

2009-05-20T00:47:00.001+08:00

it's like freaking 1am in the morning.
and here im. looking at my IH notes and MI book.
nothing can get into my head.
sheeesshhhhhhhhhhh.

#53: The more I struggle, the more this wound pierces

2009-05-17T15:28:00.007+08:00

this week is a damnnnn busy week O: shyt. and im pissed off because of the cancellation of half day on friday and we got to stay til 5pm somemore D:
damnit. we're told that we will get a half day in return for helping out in college day, but later they tell us on friday itself THAT WE'RE INVOLVED IN BOARDING SCHOOL OPENING NOT COLLEGE DAY D: damnit. make me so enthu for all the rehearsal for nothing!O:
sheeesssshhhhh. felt so cheated. tsk tsk.
other than this, everything this week is back to usual.
NIE teachers have gone, and teachers took back their lesson. yeah.
and hope we din screwed our basking, apparently, we so zhun got the first group to present our basking.! WTH! D: shyt. ahhhhh.

tuesday, pizza hut people have like attitude problems lah! dun wanna take our order, wadss' up with them! hmph! they're like wait a while, then can i serve the others first. we walked out and went to eat macs instead -.- haha! thurs oso! we go in, they says wait 20 to 30 mins! wth. we end up eating KFC. opps! eat so many fast food, must go exercise le!O: haha!

ohoh! and we become damn addicted to tap tap!:D
hahaha like 3 vs 3 :D ahaha! okay, me, glenda, yuxian owns them okay!;D

boarding school rehearsal, is.. ERM, to be frank a waste of time. coz we apparently wasted all our time till 5pm, to look at people popping confetti -.- errr. that's like wth. i know. we camwhore alot. too much to be post, SO FACEBOOK(:

hahaha okay, yesterday we're suppose to go for class outing. yeah CLASS.
wadever. coz im feeling really guilty and really sorry to give empty promises to jun, so went to meet him instead of classouting. eh, at least i got liang xin k? :/
but anw, went to meet glenda at dover around 1 and we went to bugis to shop and take neos:D haha we're kindof lost in bugis coz there's no direct bus back to NJ -.- when i tot there is! haha! sorry!!! haha after a long while we found our way back, seee, with yijin around, nothing would turn bad:) after the whole opening, walked to busstop with geraldine. stupid 67 thinks it v.chio go drive past us without stopping D: stupid! seee lahhh!
then glenda, nisha, marie and chieun wei came. they're going to eat at pizza hut. me and G. took 174 with them and alight at the same busstop and walk them to the traffic light and all the way to the other busstop to take 67, and once again, 67 past -.- WTH. 67 really tinks it's v.chio lah! eeeyeeerrr! hahaha! kk. took 61 to bb int and took mrt to yewtee to meet jun.
stupid, should have meet daryl! haha! i regretted lah!
stupid jun, knows nothing but to find faults on me. sucker. but still love u:)

today,me and xiaoxi's one year:D idk how this oneyear thing came abt and im sure weknow each other for more than a year!:D haha! laopo LOVEEEESSS.
dun have a picture with u D: but yeah! after ur o's imust jio u out more!:D
i rmv we knoweach other during nov of 2007 as lun's fan :D
hahaha later we changed but still so close:D that's the power of loveee!;D
must take care of urself k?:D and and and! must must must jiayou!:D
loveeeeees. it's one year!:D loveya!:D teeehee

okay, i suddenly rmb i kindof got IH test and MI test next week! omg!
hahaha! okay gtg le!:) byebye!:D
& i tell u, wilberpan's new songs are all so nice lah!!:DDDD!

#52: love, as if you've never been hurt before

2009-05-11T15:40:00.005+08:00

SCIENCE BASKING TMR. STREEEESSSSSS. it's like 25%.

that's wad i hate abt NJ, proj proj proj. in the end, proj add up to weigh more percentage than wadd our exams does. crap. urghhhhh.

ahhhhhhh. just hope that we wunt screw up D: pray hard.

anw, OUR LA ADVERT POSTER IS NICE! right geraldine?:D teeeeeheeee!:D

we chiong up till 2am last night and complete most of it!:D yay!:D

Fascinated with time passing so slowly in JC.
Fascinated with people that we know, but in actual fact, we don't know.
Fascinated with our lives, getting more and more far apart.
Fascinated with ourselves, becoming more and more awkward.

if you find this familar, it's from your blog.

yeah. i agree. im fascinated too. you. when u finally have the courage, everything might have changed. and we wunt be the same as before.

im still pondering whether to change to xanga or not. blogger no longer have the privacy that i want :/ as in. yeah. xanga or wordpress? ilove the idea of password locking ur post but wordpress doesnt have any nice skin!D:! xanga. maybe :/ haha but afterall, this blog, have a lot of memories O: with you.

#51: things will get better in time

2009-05-10T17:47:00.008+08:00

JH303 WITH MR YONG:) this week has been a busy week.
alot of the NIE teachers teaching us are all leaving D: mr yong, tham, goh, lim D:
thanks for their teachings in the past 10weeks (: they're totally awesome!:D
okay, pictures uploaded on facebook! :) will post ONE BY ONE haha!

okay this week. everything is... hmmm. IDK WAD TO SAY.
THERE'S NO MORNING ASSEMBLY THE WHOLE WEEK D: due to the swine flu alert and thingy. i was apparently late for school for 2 days but din got marked coz it's raining day! haha! it's not my fault lorh! it's the traffic jam! hmph. okay wadever. thurs was our last chem lesson with mr tham, and friday, last bio with mr yong, last IH with mr lim, last SPIRE with mr goh ): yeah. damn sadD: haha. they'll be coming back in july! MUST TEACH US K?:D
anw, LA ADVERT AND SCIENCE BASKING due next week, damn stress.
wadever. OHYEAH! friday, nanhua's CLDDS came to NJ!:D i saw fengyu!:D

hahaha! teeheeee! picture with him! he dance the indiandance damn cool!
hahaa NANHUA FTW!:D haha geraldine and i survive through the whole thing and his dad drive me home and kindof treat me to fries, THANKS UNCLE:D
went to do science basking with huiling on sat, and stupid public hol make all library closed ): haha we did at KAP, and we saw yuxian and sijia! they din see us lah! HAHA!:D was like trying to hide from them!

btw, to all mums out there and specially mummy :D

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!:D

still miss nanhua alot D: how how?
i've been looking back all the pictures.. i really miss nanhua, like 211, supevil clique, nhco, nhcf, and times spend with BLAC people. cultural camp! D:

OHYEAH, IM TINKING OF SWITCHING OUT OF BLOGGER:/
SHOULD I?D: wordpress? livejournal? xanga? hmmmmmm. still considering.
I'm feeling ok, i think. wht's done's done. screw me for spoiling your life. finally, there's a ending to all the pain, and suffering. at least, we parted with a smile, or so i hope. sorry but I'm still missing you...

#50: im holding onto sth and idk why

2009-05-06T22:53:00.004+08:00

STREEEESSSSEEEDDDDD

i dun get it. i dun get it. i just dun get it. and i doubt i'll ever get it.

it's kinda weird. felt so betrayed. but yeah, no one ever know.

wadever. sucker, im telling u right in ur face that i dun care xp

thanks to may and yuhan who helped me in my bfac cip!

THANKS GIRLS:D LOVE YOU!:D

Ever has it been that love knows its depth until the hour of separation..

#49: face the fact

2009-05-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

ohman D:
make u heart itchy itchy, mind anyhow anyhow think.
im sad. that's all. coz it seems like it's not right D: save me.

#48: all it takes is time for u to see everything

2009-05-03T20:17:00.005+08:00

sorry for not updating! was v.v.v.sick O:! not swine flu lahhh!xD haha!

anw, here for all the update i've missed!:D
it's really a long weekend holiday for me!:D coz apparently was so sick with my sorethroat that i got an mc for thur! which means i've not been going to school for thur, fri, sat and sun!:D wheeeeee! it never feels so good~ teeheeee. but yeah. glenda passed me her SS virus O: now im in pain lahh! zzz. gotta take a long time to recover D:

friday, public holiday. GUZHENG CELEBRATION :D wheeeeee!
yeah. it's like omg. so many people! hahahaxD met them at sembawang mrt station and walk to ms lin's bro house! it's quite near but yeah, stupid me went to wear black and walk in hot sun. hahaha okay, the whole thing is pretty cool coz we end up sitting at corridor eating buffet :D but it's like damn nice to eat! wheeeeeee! haha it's v.nice and stayed for the cake! ohoh, sad that qizhen din come O: she have got MI poor girl! haha

went home with zhiwen! on mrt, we are talking abt nanhua syf result, and weilong damn mean lah! he says "getting silver is ____'s tradition wad", "haiya! why get gold, if not can __", "___ damn sad coz _____" aiya, all damn mean but funny! AND WE TOK ABT MS YEO. haha! now i know that her nickname have been passed down for many generation man! haha
went to lot 1 popular with zhiwen BUT THERE'S NO PREORDER OF WILBER PAN'S CD! was like upper disappointed! D: i've waited for so long for it!

sat and sunday. i tink im a little no life but yeah. hahah was checking out the popular everyday for wilber pan's cd but now it's 80% sure that THERE'S NO PREORDER OF HIS ALBUM IN SINGAPORE. sad sad sad. urghhhh. Dx haha OHOH, huihui jiejie got MSN!:D teeeheee! okay, then my sms will not bao so much le!:D teeheee! haha was like trying to decide if i should changeto new msn or sth for like hours. hahah in the end change! still trying to get used! haha

okay, everything is so nice, except for my sucky voice and throat ):
will will will get well soon de!:D haha quite happy coz my "MYE" is like in july where everyone chionging their MYE now! ohman, that means im gonna be no life for the whole june hols. nahhh tink abt it, tanyijin being no life?! haha xD nahhhh. haha i always have life, coz there's wilberpan!

ANW, JIAYOU KELLYANG & all nanhua upper sec FOR UR MYE!

kelly must rmb to try ur best to pass both maths k! and DUN KEEP TINKING ABOUT UR X MEN! HAHAHA study! dun in the end really R.I.P. ! JIAYOU:D

i passed the virus to u, sorry to make u suffer!D: 我不是故意的我是有意的!xD

#47: no one knows why im into you

2009-04-28T19:37:00.005+08:00

OMG. IT'S WILBERPAN'S 7TH ALBUM!:D OMFG! SEEE HE'S SO HOT!
ohman, im melting. HE'S HOT HOT HOT!:D wheeeeeeeeeee hearts him!:D
i sound like siao zha bor -.- wad-ever! he's hot, that's the fact, GET IT RIGHT;

okay, was WORRYING abt alot of things!BUT NOW! OMG! I JUST RECEIVE M.TAN SMS THAT TMR'S LEADERSHIP IS CANCELLED! WOOOOOTTSSS!:DDDD OMG! yay! haha! so i dun need to stand infront of the entire 2 level to present my ppt!:D WHEEE!:D

but i cant go eat ice cream with huanyuan D: sadddd. urghhh CmPS :/
nvm, kor, let's go next wednesday k? i dun care abt ur MYE! haha xD tsk tsk!:D

btw, glenda will love going out with me!:D coz apparently ___ walk infront of us and i was smiling like a retarded to the bus stop! tsk tsk! hahxD be jealous!

okay, this post is pretty crap. coz apparently, i only wanna say abt wilber's new album!:D must support kaes? i can assure u it's damn nice! COZ 3 SONGS ARE OUT NOW AND THEY ARE OMG. damn nice:D yeah!

3 DAYS TO PREORDER; 25 DAYS TILL RELEASE!:D

omg! cant wait. im getting impatient. so is everyone in wei-er-bang O:! ohman!
must check out his new song with akon!:D it's totally ... WOW! LOVEEEEE:D

love, it's been great today. at least i dun feel as bad as last time where i pangseh u on special days:/ seeee im such a nice person right? loveeeeeee.

#46: i always tot the feeling has died, what happen now):

2009-04-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

he once said "everything'll be alright after a sleep, coz i'll be next to u by then"

after a long chat with darren, memories starts to flash back..
i always tot that feeling has died somehow, now it's back. it sucks D:
apparently, 4 years isnt short, there'll defintely be something left untouch :/

#45: i'm not giving up , i hope you'll carry on too

2009-04-24T20:15:00.003+08:00

hehz. 09ip03 AKA JH303 is love:D we IS love:D ohman, it's so cute!:D
it's for the first time i felt as if im back in 211, the oh so familar class i was once in with all awesome people:) i miss hanging out with clique, having kellyang sitting beside me, edmundng with his awesome teaching, ashleyleong to make the whole class "leng", and shuai ge etc! OHMAN. i miss too mucH! ): hahha okay, today's BEST:D EPIC.

okay, it all started from the morning!:D teeeheeee.
i got sudden motivation coz ____. :D yeah! and i've PE remedial -.- that's damn dumb lah! and i ran 3 rounds coz im so filled with motivation!:D yay! hahaha all the way until.. MATHS. damnit, triangles really ruins my day O: yeah but in total, i get over it quite fast!

FUNNY THINGS STARTED GOING ON AFTER LUNCH.
1)IS1103 Class
Mr Yong (after letting us watch a video of Pupil Dilation/Constriction): So what you have seen is the pupil constriction when the surrounding is bright and dark. So if I took one of you and squeezed you, it would also be pupil constriction.
03: *dozing off* (suddenly)
Erina: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA (really loudly)
Sam, being the slow one in class: OHHHH. HAHA. -.-

MI1102 Class
Mrs Yap was teaching us about inductive and deductive arguments yes?
So we were supposed to come up with an argument concerning:

1) Chocolate Ice Cream:
Ailin: Jasmine is brown. Chocolate Ice Cream is brown.
Therefore Jasmine is Chocolate Ice Cream.
Mrs Yap: UH. O.O
Sam: It's like saying, Mrs Yap wears earrings. Erina wears earrings.
Therefore Mrs Yap is Erina.

2) Sleep:
03!: All pigs need sleep. Marie needs sleep. THEREFORE Marie is a pig! (and the thing is that we came up with this idea without discussion. We all thought of it and when we said it it was the same! And HAHAHA we rock.)
Then everyone laughed like crazy.
Glenda: I have one! All girls need sleep. Chieun Wei needs sleep. Therefore Chieun Wei is a girl!
03: *LAUGHING LIKE MAD.*
- credicted to sam posting on facebook :D
HAHAHAH! TODAY REALLY OWNS MAN! :D
omg. if only every lesson could be like this, i dun mind sch until 8pm!
hahaha:D okay. i tink it's enough for today :D blog more tmr!:D teehee!

OHOH! WILBER PAN GOT NEW SONG AND IT'S LIKE OMFG! :D
it's damn nice! no regrets after listening:D WILBERPAN!!!:DDD

#44: I heard a cry within my soul

2009-04-23T22:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI HONG :D

haha i kindof rmb it coz his birthday is like 23/4 cool right?
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okay, im chionging my bio and it's so hard espc for synapse!
im like stuck in the synapse and no neurotransmitter to bring me over):
okay, continue to study!:D coz my motivation is here!:D

anw, GLENDA CHEERUP!:D love. it's okay it's just now, u got other chances:)
hahaha cheerup! :D teeheee.
it feels so... unreal. to be toking with u, i wonder wad happen to my feelings.

#43: it's too real to be true!

2009-04-21T23:05:00.009+08:00

国家初级学院 NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE

金牌 GOLD

this's the best thing that i ever have for real!
for once, i work so hard for syf. for once and for all, we make it!:D
im so proud of u all! NJGZ LOVE!:D

#42: this is for real, this time i mean it

2009-04-20T21:19:00.003+08:00

SYF OVER!:D & im freee!
that's wad i've been counting down for days!O: but suddenly got that 舍不得 feeling. u know. syf. it's the period where bonding take place:/ yeah. all touching memories started to flash back etc O: sighhhh. haha that's the old tan yi jin back again! okay, im damn tired. no energy to tok anymore. my poor 8 fingers are swollen now due to carrying guzheng here and there):
but it's worth it! coz can have excuse not to write(!)

NJGZ IP TEAM! WE'VE DONE IT:D
no matter wad the result is, no matter how badly u tink we screwed the song, no matter who's wrong and who's right, no matter... we once united as one to chiong for this syf!:D we've overcome it!:D ohman, this feel so.... unreal ): TMR. result ): face it with smile tanyijin. ~~u can.~~ we can.
CHEERUP QIZHEN!:D i bet u love me so much coz i went on date with u!:D

JIAYOU NJGZ JC TEAM!:D jiayou zhiwen!:D
JIAYOU NHCO LOVE!:D jiayou yangqin-ers!
JIAYOU NHGZ!:D jiayou jiawei!

OMG! TMR. RESULTS. ARE. COMING. OUT. *freakout!* ireallyprayhard.
p.s. ytd 17again was wow. ur presence kills my nervous. thankyou:D

#41: tmr is the day, here i am standing

2009-04-19T17:02:00.005+08:00

love them :D teeheeee.
okay.things have been going on really really tight-schduled to be frank.
guzheng'syf is tmr. can u believe it? tmr. ohman. we've been practice so hard for it. thrusday's full-dressed rehersal is totally demoralising, but yes, we're totally worn out and wad do you expect from us? cheerup everyone:D at least ytd's practice, we did well right?
TMR TMR TMR! NJGZ GOLD GOLD GOLD!:D
we aim high, we soar high:D
JIAYOU NJGZ IP TEAM!:D WE ARE LOVE:D

jiayou NJGZ BOTH IP TEAM AND JC TEAM :D prayhard.

it's been tough for us, but i know we'll survive :D
thinking about later:D cant wait for it man! 17again, with you loves:D

#39: it's coming to the end, no, it's just a new start

2009-04-15T19:56:00.004+08:00

hey! a short post today :)
school was a pretty waste of time spending our whole day life listening to people giving their speech for the council, i bet anyone will really go listen when u know u alr have who to vote in ur mind. that's retarded O: waste my time. tsktsk.
was quite ____ with CIP thingy but i tink it's okay in the end. -.-

but anw, AFTER SCHOOL is :D hehz.
nahhhhh. nothing interesting though teeeheee!
tmr got guzheng the whole day! ohman, from 7am, aftnn got prac O: cannot go for PTM ): i sadddd! urghhh. ohcomeon' 5 more days! JIAYOU!
okay, that's all, short and simple, i also dk why i post xD BYE!:D

I just want to have more of you in my life. Less of me.. That's what i wanna see.
thank you.. you have been amazing. can't imagine life without you:)

-quoted from ur blog:D i tink i should be the one saying it :D

#38: PIGEYE FOR YOU DEAR <3

2009-04-13T19:47:00.006+08:00

HELLOS:D im in a damn hyper mood now! teeheee!
PIG EYE PIG EYE PIG EYE PIG EYE PIG EYE DISSECTION:D
ohman, feel sick/gross? huiling got one vomit bag, u guys can share xD
the whole thing is damn gross i know, but it's kinda FUN! im so gonna be a butcher next time xD teeeheeeee :D okay, u got a choice now, proceed or not to proceed:)
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im posting for my dearest KELLYANG (who's sick minded O:)
hahaha the whole eye dissection is soooo.... COOL though disgusted at first.
is like, we put all our PIG eyeball into huiling's cooler box! hahaha xD
glenda brought like 9 eyeball tgt in one container and saifan starts to pull out one, it's damn disgusting and the sight make me wanna puke. like seriously. imagine 9 eyeball looking at you. before the experiment, i was asking mr yong:

mr yong, have u been totally prepared? vomit bag? ambulance? OMG!

mryong just keep laughing lmao. the cutting of flesh/muscle was damn gross. coz the muscle dun seems to be tearing apart. ailin's pigeye GOT EYELASHES somemore seh! haha xD snip snip snip and my pigeyeball is totally COOL haha xD we started to cut the eye into 2, and blacky liquid OOZ out (huiling's term haha), it's like oreo ice blended and i'll not drink it for a month at least :S sheeesshhhh. but the overall process was damn fun! inside the eye, we took out the len, the iris and the pupil is hollow!:D no disgusting picture on my blog, just some minor, kelly, i'll send u individually u sicko-minded O: hahah!

omg! see tat's the lens and it actually enlarge the words WOW!:D
HAHAH IT'S SO DAMN AWESOME!!!:D hehz. okay, some picture next:)

dun look so closely and u wunt find it disgusting:) kaes?:D hehz.
okay. i've decided to post all the picture on a separate blog kaes:D

that's all for today!:D i really got to go for my SPIRE and chem! SHEESSHHHH. tmr CHEM POP QUIZ ON VSEPR THEORY O:! yayness for EYE DISSECTION!:D

P.S. HI MY BOYFRIEND! HERE'S THE THING:
ONE PIGEYEBALL FOR YOU DEAR:D hehz. bet u love me more after this!:D

#37: 你已在我的 HARD DISC裡住

2009-04-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

happy birthday NICHOLAS!♥

hey love:D it's ur birthday again! yeah, though i celebrate it without u... but im stronger this time:) i din cry. at least really, not really that much xD tsk. u've once been such an important person to me and to everyone. we miss you, alot O: bet u miss us too right xD haha
okay lahhh, happy birthday! feel weird to post such things here :/
BTW, DARREN SAYS HE MISS YOU ALOT TOO NICHOLAS YANG O:!

btw, yijun's blog. EPIC. hahaha :D those who went and see will understand why :D coz it's totally spam by me and huiqi :D hahaha woots. haha yijun u must believe that me and huiqi are kind people to help u make ur blog more interesting for people to read kaes? all ur post so boring one, next time teach u, add the word "yijin" and "huiqi" in, THE WHOLE POST WILL BE WOW! haha xD okayokay. im tinking of combining blog with that uncle coz i cant stand his blog xD
..... ..... ..... .... ....
on second thoughts, no way haha. im not going to make my blog dull xD
and therefore, im gonna post on his blog sometime to make it interesting:D
seee tanyijun, im such a smart girl! praise me! hahaha xD
gosh. im spamming my blog like how i spam his O: i love you, my boyfriend:D

enough of those haha :)
today is fun!!! coz went for art class early in morning O: draw teddy bear again.
but this time round damn sian for drawing the fur.. and i notice why.
COZ LAST YR TEDDY WORE A SHIRT, THIS YR, NAKED. rawr! haha
ohman, idk how to post things out u guys cant visualise everything. so yeah.

ohoh, dissecting eyeball tmr O: scary. u guys wanna picture? ^^ haha
is damn gross according to the website leeshanshan gave. ohman, i cant believe im gonna take a scissors and knife to tear EYEBALL apart. eeeeewwwwkkk. grossss O:! urghhh.
self remindal: not to eat anything before the practical. URGH.
okay, im so going bonker over SPIRE O: jiayou!
another 8 more days to survive, tan yi jin, and u're freee! SYF gonna be over!
hahaha i wanna watch [17again] (!)

#36: Just give me a chance, once again

2009-04-11T14:48:00.009+08:00

yoyoyo!:D yijin is back to post! not another emo post man! ohman, comeon'
hahaha :D the whole week is screwed, mainly because of GPA which really suck O: and some other things which is erm, can be said stable now (: hahaha:D

nothing much to tok about in school :/ yeah days just keep passing? hahaha tsk tsk. ohman, wad am i doing in school?! O: hahaha i really dunno lehh. and yaye, yesterday was GOOD FRIDAY :D my friday is COOOOOOLLLL :D coz i went to shop with huiqi♥! hehz. did i mention that 2 morons tag along O: haha nahhhh, they're smart moron okay? haha :D went out on good friday and end up in huiqi house slacking and ransacking all her DBSK stuff. ohman, huiqi, u need to heed my advice to change all that to wilberpan! :p! jkjk!

I WANNA WATCH THE MOVE [17AGAIN] who wanna go watch with me?:D
i want i want i want!:D got zac efron leh! hhaha (zac efron nia) haha xD tsk!

went to school for guzheng early in morn (yawn) turns out that it's a self practice! awwwww. hahaha make me rush for nothing tsk tsk! haha okay, it's only 8-9 days till syf, yeah, i ~~will~~ must survive (!) omg. went back to nanhua today!!!:D to watch NHCO rehearsal for syf! ohman, gohs, i must admit, i really feel damn touched. the songs and everything that i used to play, the people that i used to see, have changed so much and become so nice after like 5 months? :/ i regret leaving there. ohman! omg. hahaha the songs is like totally thumbsup k? OMG! NHCO CHIONG FOR UR GOLD & ABOVE!:DDD
i still love my beloved yangqin section!♥ too bad din see huanyuan today!O:
hahaha thus, again, i've failed to get my complete section photo!ohmanO:
din get to take picture with may and wanxin O: they rushed off so fast (that kinda reminds me of last time i used to do tat right after debriefxD)

that's sokhian♥!:D hahaha she's still so cute right? haha xD jiayou and dun always feel so stress k?:D im here! hahaha :D omg :D love NHCO yangqin xD

JIAYOU NHCO!:D go go GOLD!:D
that's all :D kk. i gtg luh! BYEBYE!:D
btw, tmr's nicholas♥ birthday O: imgonnasurviveitwithoutasingletear):
to _____, i love the number100th time u said it :D

#35: darling wait and see

2009-04-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

everything is so screwed today. screwed life. fuck.

GPA is totally demoralising coz i flunk my bloody chinese and my IS pulled me down. everything just sucks ever since my report card came in. i've not be in the mood for anything since the report card. depressed demoralised stressed. doesnt the 3 word just summarise life in NJ? O:!
stupid. got so many things to do. SPIRE. IH DEBATE. CHINESE. PHYSIC.

a stranger make me realise my mistake. im trying to amend, if u ever realise.

#34: im not as strong as what you gave me credict for O:!

2009-04-05T13:06:00.004+08:00

I PASSED MY 2.4KM WITH A 'D'!:DDDDD!
woots! hahahaha im damn happy for that lah! thanks ailin! loveya!
hahaha :D okay, that keeps me happy for friday at least :D
i got nothing else to update .__. haha i need to chiong my bio O:!
chinese, bio, chemistry, spire, cip, leadership everything. O:!

who got the two song: [溫柔女孩] and [if i can't have you] by 潘瑋柏? O:
im despo for these two songs man! they're so nice:D but nowhere to be found!
btw, go to: http://nestea-lyly.xiaonei.com/down.jsp wilber's new commercial:D

okay im seriously gonna study. study. like i'll haha! gtg byebye!:D
p.s. im trying my best to believe u. but things doesnt goes on as how i expect. maybe i should give up. ur post hurts. alot. promise... are meant to be broken.
that's wadd __ taught me. __, u left, without a word.

#33: am i a good (girl)friend? :/

2009-04-02T19:50:00.007+08:00

firstly... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY ANG KHAI LI!:D
haiyoeh, 15 le! must grow up kaes? haha! grow up more!since u sang a birthday song for me on my birthday, i shall do that too!:D

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to kelly~
Happy birthday to you~

not enough? awwwww man! okay, here goes... *clear throat*

猪你生日快乐 ~
猪你生日快乐 ~
猪你生日快乐 ~
猪你生日快乐 ~

ohman! i bet ur ultra touch now right? omg! kelly dun cry! haha

i know ur ultra touched upon my grand arrival to nanhua, and pass u the ohsowonderful birthday present that is made by me and shumin (!) i bet ur like so damn touched lah! hahah! but i wanna tell u, regardless how touched u are, can u dun make me do another survey on sex just when i first step foot into 311? haha tyvm. much appreciated.

HAHA! ANW, HAPPYBIRTHDAY! ur old! face it!:D haha!

i seriously miss having a crapper beside me in class, hint kelly!:)

okay okay enough for stuffing all ur brains with "kellyang" later u guys get nightmare like me :S haha! jkjk! anw, today we've guzheng syf rehearsal!:) it's pretty much demoralising though but yeah, no matter wadd, i must really gambette!O: i cant memorise scores, i cant play well shyt. urghhhh. stress :/ but yeah. no point stressing but doing nothing, i must really really play well :/ ahhhhh. but today, republic poly is really big and nice, just like UCC in NUS, it reminds me of cultrual pop in NH O: i miss nh! nvm nvm. the main point is today's rehearsal. got to pon sch but yeah, if u keep practice and practice non stop, u really get more and more demoralised, and in the end, i would rather go back to lesson :/ haha yeah. but still enjoy coz im having more and more frens there :DD hehz. haha! no pictures for that! coz i swear i bet, I LOOK LIKE RETARD. IMAGINE ME, NO FRINGE, NO HAIR ON FOREHEAD, WITH MAKE UP, PLUS A ULTRA "CHIO" FLOWER ON MY HEAD. GOSH! haha okay, maybe one pic to satisfy ur curiosity.

omg. i know i look retarded. shyt. haha! imagine me in purple costume. OMG.
-.- okay, fine fine, I FOUND OUT A DRASTIC THING.
I'VE GOT PLENTY OF THINGS UNDONE! SHEEESSHHH!!!!!
1. my bookforacause proposal
2. my MI homework
3. lychee's maths homework
4. MY BIO POP QUIZ IS LEFT UNTOUCHED. it's tmr damn it! O:
JIAYOU GLENDA, HUILING, NISHA FOR TMR'S ELDDS SYF!:D
JIAYOU! okay, i gtg byebye!:D

i apologise for having less time with u. i tried my best in doing anything to see you more:/ butyeah, maybe im not that perfect. im not a machine/robot. shyt. i'll survive. coz TYJs are the best right:D hope this cheers u up! iloveyou!

#32: EARTH HOUR! 60, 59, 58...

2009-03-28T21:21:00.007+08:00

HEY YO!:D it's EARTH HOUR people! did u guys turn off all unuse electricity from 8.30 to 9.30? O: awwwww. no? whyyy! u're the cause for climate change then! ohhorh! so on..!

HAHA:D just back from earth hour CIP (that's the cip that i says im going today)
it's so... AWESOME:D at least, i love it lots:D haha! my group was awesome:) good job guys (including girls)!:D yay! haha okay, self note: i must really grow taller, i dun care! RAWR!

we waited for vinsensius albert to come at bukit gombak mrt. haha don't u tink his name is damn cool? ohman, glenda tinks so! haha! met teresa, denise, sijia and yuxian there.
coz that V.A. (the cool name guy, his name is too long) took so long to come, and when he reached, he wore the new college tee and everyone starts saying "wah.. proud to be.... LATE" haha :D and the guys went to eat, wahseh, waitsomemore! we lined in a row, colour by colour, staring at them eating. in the end, went to 7eleven to enjoy aircon and get myself PEPSI TWIST:D haha! it spilled on my shirt O: went to stadium to see and then realise there's actually a relay going on there! wow. haha -.- teresa and sijia passed her chinese! gosh! V.A. called and went back. ohoh, we went to ask them " are we going there to plant treee"? haha! coz it's from greenlink, wad else do u expect?

walked walked walked. reached. ohoh! ___ got come oso leh!:D haha glenda said she lost her appetite haha. awwwww. okay, got divided into groups. i incharged of 366 and 367. haha went to see and it's like so freaking tall O:! sijia got a short one, that's so unfair O:!!! haha we're supposed to give out flyers to those residents and tell them about earth hour, got assigned to take groups from 3/8 of commonwealth. felt rather ganna cheated u know coz i tot i will see nanhua! haha saw alot of pri sch fren :D hehz. my group got two guy who keep acting as bu nan bu nv one, and always complain or chao that im short wad-ever. it's a fact :p
okay, was demostrating to them in the first place, and in the end, it's gets really v.funn to like go around with them, though my muscle ache like hell, who cares(: we finished like damn early and went to buy drinks to drink:D okay walk here and there. sort of really get v.close to them u know(: same age same concept of mind:D yay. and glenn, stop hitting my head! i know i v.short! dun need to add on to causing me being shorter tsk!O:
haha finished everything. ohoh! hear of one theory from yeehong.

NJC = National Junior College? NO! it's Not Jurong Center -.-

i know not funny. but it makes sense. haha:D okay. everything end so fast. it's time to say goodbye and stuff O: sad. haha we went back at 6.15 like that O: byebye people! will miss you.
oh fyi, all my pictures on facebook:D

hahaha went with teresa, yuxian and glenda to lot1 to eat. we did not get anything in the end, just cup of milo dino and glenda got dessert. ohoh! we did something damn cool! something. monday u'll know :D haha went home!
OMG! I TELL U. TERESA RAWKS COZ SHE TINKS THAT WILBERPAN IS SHUAII AND CUTE TOO! OMG! toldya that he is nice:D omg! and her term on lyechee! ohman, i love this two CIP like siao man! :D yay! 3 cheers!
ass result? aiyah, heck care! i dun wanna tink about it :p! haha!

they are loved♥ EARTH HOUR FTW!:D

and and, sorry to pangseh u today O: sorry!! i promise i'll not next time. i felt so bad but yeah, got somehow make u happy back in the end :D yijin love you♥

#31: totally demoralised. crap. shyt. !@#$%^&*

2009-03-27T20:17:00.012+08:00

hellos :D PTM! :D haha from right: denise, glenda, me, mrs tan, sijia, yuxian! :D
hahaha it's like damn funnn ytd!:D yeah! now i know... there's 2 retarded stalker stalking me! haha (one of them name sijia)! haha okay, tmr im going to do some cip (which i reallydunno wadd we're gonna do and i just signed up, yeah, i know, i win man) with them!:D haha yay! CIP again haha!

hmmmm. are u sure u wanna continue to scroll down to read?
be prepared. im just gonna complain about ass week. suck. shyt. crap. wtv.

this week. the week sucks. nahhh, just the part when getting back paper sucks. i was looking forward to almost every paper in nanhua but i cant find the feeling back. the A1 that i used to see turns so much. suck. everything just suck to the core. it's damn demoralising to see all the marks. but well well, my tiny winy brain can only do this much :/ urghhhhh. im really damn demoralised for my MA1101 and chinese. suck suck suck.
i failed chinese. wow. my summary get 0/20. wow. deduct here and there. v.shuang is it?! and the part that is damn difficult to control is that, u cant cry out like how we or only i used to in nanhua. ohman, i miss nanhua.
crap. LA1101, HCL1101, IH1101, MA1101, MA1102, IS1102. crap shyt.fuck.
): it'sallover. okay,tanyijin,there'snothingtobesadabout.it'sallover.getit? wadever.don'tcry.nopointofcrying. bearwithit.holdurtears.crapshyt.omg.icantfacethetruewadever.saywadeveryouwant. imjustsuchaloser.sucker.

okay haha other than this, others are all alright for me for the whole week :) guzheng is funnnn and i love playing the part where you can just anyhow move ur finger up and down :D hehz. only that the guzheng is too heavy and i got alot of blue black now O: haha!

shall make myself happy!:D
WILBERPAN!:D there's alot of news on him and it makes me damn high!:D
there's alot of news on him on weierbang. ohman, my source of entertainment.
i miss it like crap. haha at least at the end of the week i got to see wilberpan!:D

schoolday are so bored but seeing you make me feels that the boredness is worth it. coz i get to see you :) ohman, ur my source of motivation.
i dun care. im a loser. yeah yeah blah blah.
thanks for cheering me up :) though i know it still hurts u to remind u of him:/
"when you wanna let go, think about wad makes u hold on till now"
coz my answer is ___, therefore i shall continue holding on.. till someday i can totally forget __.. where i can start over anew and get up on my feet. when's that day? but i know, u'll accompany me to walk through everything, right?

okay, it's timefor me to really get on my feet. hah!
this is for real. im really going to __ :D byebye!:D

edit: OMG! EPIC!:D ohman, yijun, ur post rawk my day!:DDDDDD!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I CANNT STOP LAUGHING LAH! EPIC!
YAY! FTW!:D LOVEYA!:D okay, now i know... heh heh heh!!!:D

#30: Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

2009-03-22T17:57:00.006+08:00

yay wilber got xin xiao xi!:D whoooooo~! :D hahaha okay, soon now or later im just gonna spam my whole blog with wilber, wilber and wilber! his hairstyle getting nicer u know :D hehz. ohmanxz! nonono, i gotta get out of this! sheesshh! sch starting tmr! nightmare resume O:

hahaha nvm. at least i've a GREAT FUN AWESOME last 2 days :D
saturday. went out with people! :D ohman! the feeling is so damn right! wheeeeeee! went out with jun, huiqi and yinjie! woah u must see yinjie in his botak hairstyle :x hahaha! but huiqi still say shuaii u know i know we know lah! xD but then, okay, yinjie, u look great in army uni!!!! :D this is true!!! (idk why, that guys always look cool only when they're in army clothing!) haha! but yinjie, i miss your hair O: hahaha went to bishan junction8 :) while waiting for food, we ate the dianxin again, jun and yinjie sat tgt, me and huiqi sat tgt. i cant stand it when i see yinjie's hair manxz ohcrap. sorry lah! haha then huiqi whisper and say "imagine jun with that hair" ohman. jun, im so glad that u arent in army now!
anw, walked abt, and again failed to find the neoprints machine O:!!!!
i've been trying to find that neoprint machine in j8 for a long time since last year! rawr! urghhhhh sad face. but wadever. enjoyed myself damn much! woots! loveyaguys!:D

sunday. I WENT FOR ART CLASS! can u believe it, i get myself out of bed today at 7.30am and actually went for my art class!:D hehz. saw yuhan, daphne and huizhen! yo! long time no seeee! hehz. suli slacker lah! din even go for one outing! haha we're stoning there for damn long coz there's simply nth to draw, fyi, we're in bukitbatok haha! we chiong, we talked, we chatted. ohman, huizhen xxjc suck! haha jkjk!:D hahaha. hz survived the whole obs, gosh! idk me leh! O: haha it's damn funny in the morn. huizhen laid the matt and she went to sat on yuhan's, me and daphne just automatically sat on hers. HAHA. then we're like errr... why are u sitting there?! -.- hahaha chiong chiong chiong. 12.30nn finished!:DDDD so early right?!
go seee daphne's blog for our wonderful convo in between :D awww!
too bad daphne, i got the skills of making u laugh! hah! stop acting smart will u?
xD she influenced me to colour the palm tree before colouring the building behind it just because we wanna make our painting look as if we've alr finished alot! haiyo daphne! stop acting smart!hmph!

idk why, the picture look damn screwed and slanted in picture ): it look perfect on the paper! haha but anyway, yay! A! :D hahaha eeeee. lastyr i got A* leh! hahaha me and daphne walked here and there, here and there and almost resort to bringing our whole colour palet and sit infront of him if he still so picky! haha :D yeah. overall it was great! awesome! coz i finally glad to seee them once again. ohoh, one funny thing from yapp. he asked me why i got no time for art? is it because there's hot guys in NJ so i went back everyday? haha lmao! if there's really hot guys in NJ, i wunt even be saying that NJ is a nightmare haha! okay, maybe there's. haha!

ohoh! qizhen went to stay in boarding school! omg?! cool?! haha :D
ohman, she dun believe me to bring a photo of me along with her like wadd kelly said to me when i went for cultural camp last time! hahaha must bring lehh! or else cant sleep! haha :D

(scroll back to the top of the post) OMG! wilber still look so hot! hehz.
:D !! haha okay okay, later i ganna scolded again O: yijun also hot can?:D
hahahaha:D okay lahh! end of my post, ohoh, picture credict to candy from weierbang!:D whooo! weierbang rawks u know :D hehz. wilber! haha :D okay okay, byebye!:D
iknowthatthingscantbestuckthereforever,soimtryingmybesttomoveon.

#29: what you see may not be what you think

2009-03-20T10:41:00.003+08:00

OHMANXZXZ. there's this great thing i just found out!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! :D
WILBER PAN GOT NEW MV!!! :B opps! haha :D

紀佳松&潘瑋柏【同一個遺憾】MV (got 潘瑋柏 lehhh!)
i've been waiting for it for 1000...00000years ahha :D
hehz. yay yay yay! \m/! hehz. hahaha
ohyeah! i got a nightmare last night sia! i dreamt abt huiling O: gosh! i dreamt abt her living in the same hostel room as me! and at night, she start singing sch song and abcd gosh gosh! haha!
but anyway, in waddever way, im still in holiday mood, dangit! O:
nxt week sch reopen. getting back paper. napfa test. shyt ):
urghhhhhhhhhhh O: okay, dun tink abt it, im still in holiday mood~ :D

p.s. thanks so much for ytd that sms :D i bet u nv know how touched im to receive that :D thanks so much for always being there for me. hehz. ilu♥
givenitadeepthought,ifoundoutthatitactuallydon'tworthit(:sijaa.idcahl.dar,thankyouilu.u.s.r.?:D

#28: hear the laughter, taste the tears

2009-03-19T12:49:00.003+08:00

heyo!:D im back! and im proud to say tat I DIDNT SURVIVE THE CAMP!
hahah crapshyt. haha was damn sick on the 2nd day and went home~ wheee! home sweet home hehz. hahahah!:D okay, updates on the camp, it's the "funnnest" camp i ever have -.-

okay, idk who is the smart person who planned the whole schdule but yeah, everyday, we only have practice practice and practice and then eat bath sleep -.- wow! hahaha!:D
reached school at 9am on mon O: and was allocating where to sleep etc.
poor me only have qizhen as my only fren in guzheng as all the other jh3 are at some course :/ RAWR. haha and yeah, was put into the same room as qizhen and then move on to stock labelling and cleaning the boxes of guzhen, label them etc etc until lunch. great -.-
OUR LUNCH IS RAW "DAO-GAY" + VEG + STH + RICE. gosh!
u know dao-gay = bean sprout lah! HAHA :D it's so wonderful -.- i skip lunch, duhhh! i dun eat veg ): hahaha and then followed by the whole day of practice O: until night, we went for dinner with linda and yuwei and qizhen joined in (she eat v.v.v.slow u know :/) dinner was quite okay coz there's hotdog and chicken!:D haha! tri joined in and he's trying to pronounce our name correctly v.funny :D haha!

ohoh! got a new senior! ZHIWEN IS FROM NANHUA:DD haha! ehhh! nic liu is v.nice u know!:D hehz. HAHA both of us prefer nh more than nj becuz..
1) the food in nh rawk hell lots more than here
2) the toilet is so much cleaner and nicer than here!
3) the facilities! nh is much newer and there's AIRCON NOW!RAWR! haha!

okay, that's v.lame -.- went to bath at grandstand toilet at abt erm 9.45? :D bathed fast and waited for qizhen and zhiwen until 10.30! haha wahhhhhh. haha NJ at night is super duper scary lahh! the painting (which the guy and girl have exactly the same face -_-) went to TC34 to find linda before going back to TC32 to sleep. crappp. talking abt sleep, did i mention that we're to sleep on tables? O: I RATHER SLEEP ON THE FLOOR DANGIT! ): i scared of height lahh! :x okay, and thus, i did not sleep for the whole night, okay, i did for 15 mins. stupid ): it's freaking cold and i tried my best to stay still coz i scare fall down wadd O: urghhh! ): okay, great thing that qizhen woke up at 5 and we went to tour the school until 6.30am and she went back for sleep! haha :D thanks anw, or else i will be staring at the ceiling fan till 8am! haha :D

breakfast wasnt great at all O: it's plain bread + some peanut butter/chocolate thingy. and apparently, there's no bread left when we went -.- haha just drank a bottle of fruitjuice and went up to SR31 for self prac and the door isnt open. and finally! my dad came to fetch me home (smile wide wide!) HAHA!:D awwwwww. qizhen is gonna miss me!:D okay, went to see doctor O: bronchitis again siannnn. went home and sleep the whole aftnn woke up and watch WILBERPAN! :D hehz. i abit no life but yeahhh. hahah :D

went to fareast on wednesday with zhiwen, qizhen and one more senior (who apparently rmb for seeing me one time in co prac) wow i dun rmb her! paiisehh! haha :D we took 171 to far east andfrom far east we took bus number 5 to some place which we alighted at wrong stop and walk a "short" way there (: haha took measurement for making the guzheng costume etc etc and went home via newton mrt while they need to wait for bus to go back to nj. i slept on the mrt all the way till marsling (wow) sheeshhh. lucky i rmb to wake up sia! O: anw, the new yewtee point have nth to buy/eat cheated my feeling O: went home buying a packet of chicken cutlet rice which is nice u know :D haha! tada! there goes my 3 days of my beloved hols O:

i dun wanna sch to reopen coz i tink i'll lead a no life life again O: hols is so fun.
i dun want to get back all my papers ): i dun want to study so chim stuff!
sighhh. i tink im gonna to prac gz with qz everyday from next wk O:! awwww. it's only just one month to go! one more month! jiayouuu!:D syf coming! and rehearsal coming! everything is going too fast O: awwwwwww.
yijun,get well soon, miss you ): haven get to see you yet. awwww ):

#27: u're so gonna miss me like how i miss u miss you!

2009-03-15T17:48:00.007+08:00

just found this picture :D loveit alot:D gonna miss gay^h for the whole hols O:
this's such a random post but yeah. idk why i suddenly feel like posting too :
yeah. so i've just packed my things for camp and yeah. it suddenly reminds me of going for cultural camp! haha except this time round is a small bag rather than a huge luggage! :B heard that nh is "recruitting" some of the past campers to totally help out in this yr cultural camp! unfair O: i wanna go! i miss it damn much but yeah, how to go back where they only have bus to send u to nanhua and not NJ every morn haha xD but i missed cultural camp alot ):
okay, shall rest my brain and prepare for tmr!:D yay!
3 day 3 night. yijin is so gonna survive through it manxzxz!:D
tinkalottoday.yeah.iknow.thingschanged.ichanged):butistillkeeptatinmindtoo.ipromiseifireallydisappointu, igaveup:/ butthethingisnow,everythingdisappointme):imyalotuknow,uralwaysthere,butwhereareunow?O:

#26: Piece me back together when I fall apart

2009-03-15T11:37:00.008+08:00

AWAY FOR NJCOGZ CAMP 3D3N!
omg! so dead ): sick sick sick. urghhhh! why do i've to get sick before camp? urghhhhh! ): siannn. fever. sorethroat. cough. running nose. ahhhhh O: i want to get well soon! or else camp... :/ idk lahhh. just hope to get well now ): ohoh, it's a good thing! 4day3night change till 3day3night!:D yippeeee yay! :D

ohoh. i shall blog abt everything that i've missed out blogging (:
seeee. im so hardworking!:Dmy foot. haha! ass week is !#$%&&*$# forget it.
okay comes to my birthday celebration in school ^^ haha which is really a long long long long and long time ago in school 3 march (wow) haha xD
thanks 303 for everything :D just got some picture to post!:D

the cake :D thanks ailin they all for the cake :D

hehz. okay. all this are koped from facebook :D thanks erina for the pic and nisha for the camaera haha xD yeah. was damn touched that day, thanks 303 :D
next. update on assweek ):
it's really v.discouraging and i really dunn wanna tink more abt it :/ LA HCL IH MA IS :/ idk lahhh. it's so hard. okay, alots tinks that IS is v.easy but to me i tink it's the hardest of all. i even think that MA1101 is better than IS1102 manxzxz. no particular reason, u know my brain dun work well for chem :/ ahhhhhh. siannnn. just hope that the result isnt that shocking. or else i'll really break down ): ahhhh! asss week over! stop tinking abt it! O:

last day of ass week. went out with ailin, glenda, huiling, geraldine, adelia :D hehz. we took 171, initially is to reach newton mrt stn, yeah but we got off at the wrong stop. there's this NJ girl who kindly tell us that the mrt stn isnt there when adelia, geraldine, glenda and huiling alr alighted. haiyo! hahaha we took 960 to marina then :D haha ate some so ex food ): was damn broke by then ): and went back nh damn late ): yeah. dun wanna talk abt it. it dun worth recalling anw):
went out with wanxin and may (SEEE I BLOGGED ABT OUR WONDERFUL DAY OUT) xD hehz. it's damn unfair coz currently, nanhua have AIRCON IN EVERY CLASSROOM AND THEY'RE ALLOWED TO ON IT EVERYDAY!rawr! it makes me regret of coming nj more manxzxz! aircon~!! ): hahaha went to jp with them and met sokhian :D hehz. thanks for wanxin and may who bought me this really cute pooh and i hugged it to sleep everynight u know :D
there's some really uncultivated people there and they're just _____. urgh. stupid. they throw pooh bears around u know? wtf. suckerrrrrr!
ohoh! and may wanna do poledance round the mrt pole! wanxin oso! seeee they're abnormal shiok shiok hahaxD went home and was damn sick that night ):

and!!! i found something! mean mean senior qizhen loves pooh too!:D toldya that she stalk me! hehz. hahaha!:D going to see her for continuous 3 days at camp. GOSH! pooor me ): haha
okay lahhh! i really hope that this time round camp is gonna be fun coz im camping with lots of people that idk :/ ahhhhh. i want it to be fun! please?

p.s. i still tink that this blogskin v.nice. hehz. coz got wilberpan!:D
p.p.s. i miss you guys like hell ): but do anyone understand ):
p.p.p.s. im gonna to survive 3 days without seeing ___ and wilberpan! O:

#25: Should be strong, moving on

2009-03-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

YAY! NEW BLOGSKIN!:DDDD
HEHZ. IT'S NICE KAES? coz got wilberpan mahhh!
ohoh. if can comment if u like the previous one or this? i cant make up my mind!
hahaha! okay, im being no life today to play with blogskin since 11am :x haha
andand a super mean senior qizhen is bullying me! hehz. i know u'll see this!xD
okay. im so sleepy! gotta watch my wilber!:D
so.. update tmr :D
P.S. camp on monday): camp = no life, no sms, no seeing of u, NO WILBER!

#24: What once was is now not anymore.

2009-03-13T19:26:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILIN!:D gaypartner, loveya!♥
YAY! ASSESSMENT WEEK IS OVER~ IT'S OVERRRRRRRR!!:DDD
im so not gonna tink abt it anymore! and i really really dun wanna go for camp O:
THANKYOU TO MAY AND WANXIN FOR THAT CUTE POOH!:D LOVEYAGUYS!
thinking of new blogskin, will update more when blogskin is done (: haha
sighhhh. sick now. camp on monday. i wanna get well soon ):

today isnt a good day for me, why? it's friday the 13th O:
ahhhhhh! i cant even count the number of "sorry" i say today lahhhh ):
i know im a sucky friend of them. i know i dun have the right to say anything back. i know i am the one at fault. i know i am sorry. i know alot alot and alot of things, but who ever knows how to gimme a chance to explain ): im saddd. yeah, im so famous, i got featured so many times O:
i don't mean it but whoever gimme achance to explain. not you not you and definitely NOT YOU!
): im saddd. wadd happen to all the people closest to me? they disappear now.
wordsarestuckinmythroat,mytearscantbecontrolled,ijusthopethatthisthingscouldstopnow.buthow? i'vemadethebiggestmistake):

#23: cuz' perhaps; that's why :/

2009-03-12T15:08:00.003+08:00

omg. 2 maths paper can totally kill ALL my braincell today.
gosh. where're the left over braincell for IS1102? :/ im damn scare abt it, coz it's the last paper and also, u know, my chem and my physic... in nanhua it's omg liao, come to NJ... AHHH! i dun wanna tink abt it. maths today for ma1101 is... AHHHHH! killer. sheessshhhhh! O:
okay, stop blogging, stop tinking, stop doing unnecessary stuff but study! shooo!
ahhhhhhhh. i still cant help feeling depressed.
okay, i shall go back to study. bye!
p.s. umakemefellsodeeptoday. ioncesaidi'llneverletgo, butthethoughoftodaychangedme, imight): imsorrybutireallydoloveu.

#22: We're a picture in my mind

2009-03-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

URGHHHH! i miss NANHUA test paper O:
alot alot alot. omg! tan yi jin, wadd are u doing on blogger? u ought to be studying! gosh. sheessshhhh. do u tink im still in a mood to study. all the interiums are killer papers. shit lahhh.

~~LA 1101, HCL1101, IH1101,~~ MA1101, MA1102, IS1102A/B.
three down. 2 more days to go for my maths and science paper.
AHHHHHHHH. cannot tahan liao ): it's so damn difficult. LA is okay, i guessed. or maybe... :/
HCL is total killer lahh! omg. i've hard time understanding the passage and my summary i go and write from para2-5 when we're supposed to write 2 AND 5. shyt. IH... i got no comments. just praying hard that i arent out of point. it's okay.. okay.. :/
stayed back today to revise with shumin and daniel. the pastyear paper is totally damn demoralising can. it is...omg. AHHHHHHHHHH. why do i choose to come to NJ in the first place?
-.- blame who? huh. urghhhh. it's my own choice. ahhhhhh.
tan yi jin, u better go back and stick ur butt on the chair to study now! now now NOW!!! :/

#21: i dun wanna know wadd is it like to be in love with someone

2009-03-08T12:48:00.005+08:00

ohman' im so stress because of ass week O: how how. it's like time keep on passing and im still stuck here. ohman' i suck :/ ohman' wadd else can i still say? ): i feel so stress.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN YI JUN! sorry to spoil ur fun O:
it makes me wonder, if i've made the right decision. sometime, it proves that i dun ):

#20: take time to realise, that im always by ur side

2009-03-07T12:19:00.005+08:00

ZHENGHUA LEADERSHIP CAMP 2009! :D
yeah! okay, perhaps u tink that i really got so much time and im really so prepared for the ass week next wk, ohcomeon' im here to tell u that im totally not. helping out in this camp purpose is to destress myself.. yeah. seeing how the kids there enjoythemselves really make me happy but jealous as well u know..they're like so cheerful jump here and there while as a facilitators im alr sitting at each station feeling soo tired. okay, im old (roll eyes) haha! :D

yay! cheers to constantine! though i really feel that i did a bad job in facilitating them(really sorry) ): coz u know apparently, at the first part there's only me and kheu (another jh3 girl) who's facilitating them. how much can 2 jh3 do O: but still, i (L) my constantine group coz at least, they rawk one of my stressful night!:D kokleong and edison joined behind, and they are really nice and funny people too!:D haha! nursh too! they're all great people from NJ :D

okay, apparently, when i wake up today, i really feel like dying, and seeing geraldine msg saying that she's tired and both of us pon the camp today. awwwww. sorry ): but yeah. we enjoyed ourselves right?:D HAHAH! :D ilove them lots lots lots! :D i love doing cip that's the weird part abt me! hahaha xD OHOHOH! mrs tan is really really a good teacher too!:D yay! more pics on fb!

nownow comes to the stress part. MY ASSESSMENT WEEK NEXT WEEK! O:
pray hard that i really want a good result, or rather a satisfying result. u know mr chee MA1101 is scaring me out. he says that "even if u finish doing the whole maths textbook, it still cannot assure that u will do well" O: im damn freak out by this.. mr tan MA1102 also says "it's passable, but if u want to do well, u got to work really hard" OHOH! do u know that i actually pass my english?! and i get a freaking 66!:D MY SPEECH IS DONE and im like so happy coz one nightmare is over!!:D okay, time to chiong for my assessment week! jiayou yijin!:D

ohoh, happy birthday to yijun in advance. i'll be too busy to post tmr!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARest YIJUN! :D haha! loveya!

#19: omg! cant believe im so old

2009-03-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to myself!
hehz. hahaha omg! im 15! and im posting at 23:59! that's so cool manxz!
hahahaha okay, im still chionging my speech now :/
damn stress. but yeah :/ ~~hahaha update more tmr!!~~
OHOH! THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES AND PRESENTS :D
im really damn surprise and touched to see that most of the wishes send to me is from nanhua!!
anw, there's really too much of people to list to thanks! so erm.. yeah haha xD
hahaha okay okay, i wanna thank a someone who bought me a DAMN big POOH!!:DDDD
hehz. haha and and, shumin for her big big big big big heart shape card for me! haha and seniors for the toys, gay^h and geraldine and adelia for the "pooh package", yinjie&huiqi for the wilberpan album, and all the others in 303.. aiya! still got alot lehhh!
but still, the birthday i have this year isnt like before yeah ): coz most of those people i treasure most aren't present O: espc. nicholas and darren )': but still i got one more left with me (: haha!

p.s. KELLY SANG ME A CHEENA AND ENGLISH VERSION BIRTHDAY SONG ON HER BLOG:D AHAHA! thankyou so much kelly ang khai li! :D haha!:D loveya!

#18: Im walking away oh to find a better day

2009-03-03T21:10:00.004+08:00

THANKYOU JH303!♥♥

how touched can i still get? never in my life did anyone in school celebrate my birthday so omg-ly! though abit early but yeah. and im really damn noob shit coz i din realise anything right from the start kaes :/ awwwww. ohoh, thankyou huh huiling, u and ur good idea of staying in that stuffy toilet and mr chee keep picking on my attire to like tuo yan shi jian. gosh. mr chee, now i got FEAR on attire check lahh! O: omg. i really feel so noob! ):
okay, i feel so weird to cry infront of them. but really damn touched.

ohoh, one thing damn funny, coz i din know abt the whole thing and glenda was like lieing to me in the morn that her dad drop her at the wrong gate so she's in sch liao. the first thing that comes to my mind is that "with such a daughter, her dad is highly possible to drop her at the wrong gate" opps! i din mean it glenda! xD HAHA!

okay lahhhh. the whole day was pretty fine. just that i really feel damn stress and i need someone to tok to badly O: i miss nanhua like hell ): i miss careforce, i miss co! i miss all! ):
ohoh! there's a bomb near nanhua today! so cool!!! O: go shumin's blogfor detail! (:

p.s. nanhua having road run on my birthday O: awwwwwwwww.

i tink im slowly beginning to love njcogz (: haha coz the seniors are nice and funn! :D
omg! it's my birthday in 2 hour time, im here chionging my la speech. gosh! O:
I WANNA A FUN BIRTHDAY PLEASE! i miss having nicholas, darren and everyone around!

#17: I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view

2009-02-28T21:26:00.007+08:00

it's called love when all of ur loveones comes together! i ♥s 303:D
hahaha im like so lazy to upload pictures to blogger now :/ hmmmm. want pictures? go my facebook kaes? sorry lahhh im so lazy onneee haha those without facebook, i send u nexttimexD hahaha today is our ANNUAL ROADRUN! :D nth really much happens today, just that i've been staring at people running for 2 hours plus and poof, there goes my precious saturday morning. tuition was a v.v.v.stressful thing today. we learnt abt alphabeta and i sort of get it and not and in the end i end up making a fuss coz my answers is like -74 and the correct answer is -37/2 HAHA idk lahhh!

OHOH! my cast is taken off! :D haha! my life is back to normal, typing with two hands, arm muscle stretched dao pain, but who cares! haha! :D just a stupid sling which i keep taking off!
awwwww. yijun says that he's so gonna miss helping me carry my bag, right not? :D
hahaha okay lahhh, still must say that geraldine is nice in SOME particular way haha!

okay, im gonna rant abt how stress im now. wth. i alr tried my best not to tink of it! i've...
ih project, mi group video, is1102a worksheet, chem periodicity, maths tutorial questions, l.a. speech, bio report etc etc. how stress can i still get? :/ im really damn stressed luh O:
I NEED HELP IN PHYSIC! IM DEAD IN PHYSIC! SHYT.

gonna end my post with this :D

hahaha byebye!:D trying my best to study now, but cant. how? i need motivation ):
ohoh, happy 9th! hahaha :D p.s. im here! :D HAHAHA!:D
it's only 4 more days to my birthday! im gonna get old O:

#16: hold me again with all of your might

2009-02-26T22:19:00.005+08:00

seriously, im so gonna miss my cast after today O:
i suddenly dun feel like taking it down but ohwell, it's causing me alot of trouble and i need to take it down soon now or later ): hahaha i tink i'll miss the part of not able to scribble on my own hand :/ hahaha okay. that's crap. tmr will be taking it down. was camwhoring with it :D hah!
stupid tanyijun go post the spastic picture of mine on facebook. grrr! i angryy lehhh ): hmph!

hahaha but anw, things are going on so stressly, tests and exams are so damn diff. (for me, ya lahhh, i noob can?!) hmmmm. i've only survived 7 weeks :/ omg. i really dk how to get on with this kinda life. speech. summary. man&idea video. ih1101 trade and commodity. is1102 ass., ma1101 and 1102 :/ GRRRRRRR. idk. okay, update more tmr, coz im simply having a hard time typing this post with only my left hand. one more day and my life will be back to normal!
(but im neither happy nor sad) :/
im really toooooooooo stress up with this kinda life ):

#15: Didn't expect this is how things would go

2009-02-23T17:28:00.003+08:00

wow. my right hand is ganna bandage like it's broken but its not -.-
now now, i gotta blog with only 3 fingers of my left hand coz apparently, i injured my left palm too. sheesshhh. how pathetic my life is. idk, even running down a simple slope in njc, my rght foot can trip over my left, and there goes yijin down the slope.

ohoh. i got send by mrchee to kk hospital. gosh i feel so kiddy lahhhh. ahem. im still consider as a children in kk u know haha that makes me feel so young. haha okay, thanks everyone esp ailin, glenda, huiling, and those that help me up. ohoh, chee too! he waste half of his day with me in hosp coz it's like so slow :/ haha wadd a nice birthday im gonna have :/

crap, i really got difficulty typing, so i guess i shall just end here.
p.s. i dun nid to write for a week coz it's the right elbow i injured. haha

#14: it takes a minute to say hello, but a forever to say goodbye

2009-02-18T23:10:00.011+08:00

09jh303:D lovethemlots! coz there're wonderful people there! :D
i love clique lots coz they lighten up my day and ofcoz people like adelia &geraldine too!:D

we went to watch stupid cinderella at the esplanade on tuesday as part of our arts appreciation thingy -.- it's so dumb that i actually sleep in it throughout the whole thing. hahaha okay, it's abt ballet and the guys are quite gay. okay, went to eat at vivo and stuff.

tmr there's p.e. 5 stations. and im so gonna die coz my headache like siao. and i really feel like fcrying out from the pain. wth. stupid head. my brain is really bursting. ): there're so many tests, so many proj due next week!! O: im really drained totally ):

i miss toking to kelly O: stupid sch timing. now i cant meet kelly ):
sometimes, or rather, nowadays, i really feel that im dying in NJ. the stress.
the way the teacher teaches, the way the exam is set. im like half dead now O:
STRESSED. why am i sucha loser ): imissyoualot.justbecauseit'sonceourpromise,nowimtheonesufferingit):

#13: stress is an admission of weakness

2009-02-17T23:41:00.004+08:00

stresssssseeeedddd ):
really. i really dunno how to cope with it lahhhh. it's soo god damn many things to do, and there's apparently so little time. it's 11.48pm now, im stuck with my socratic seminar, im left with bio unrevised and my maths undone. wow. well done. -.- the cinderella is a total waste of time but hanging out with frens are fun. and there goes the fun and comes the stress.
if stress is an admission of weakness, damnit, im so willing to say im so weak.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SO MANY THINGS TO DO BUT SO LITTLE TIME.
)': thanks so much for being there for me always, no matter wadd attitude i give u, ily lots<3

#12: it felt so good for u to say those words

2009-02-15T12:47:00.003+08:00

Remember the first day when you took me out, we had butterflies

although we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night

:D tyvm for ytd! it never goes wrong with u there<3

#11: each day i(L)u more, today more than ytd and less than tmr<3

2009-02-14T11:41:00.007+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, BABES AND DUDES :D
happy v.day to yijun♥, darren, {gah^h} glenda ailin huiling, {supevil clique} shumin kelly gwen, adelia, geraldine, sam, JH303, 211'o8, NHCO, NJCOGZ and my laopo, XIAOXI:D!! &nicholas♥
AND TO WILBERPAN AND 威兒幫 too! :D they rawkon!:D

hahah! hellos :D it's valentine's day again~ lalala i can feel love in the air:D
and this v.day marked my survival after 4 weeks in NJ, it's a month! OMG!:D can u believe it, the ohsoslack+lazy tan yi jin survive a month in mugger school O_O omg! -.- diaooooo. 4weeks nia, not tat i survive 4 years liao -.- haha! but everyday in sch is quite okay, just some moodswing (idk why) and stuff. okay, things getting so stress up again, coz the assessment week is coming, and i really going go off track from studying again O: i cannot concentrate!):

ohoh, one v.good news! I PASSED MY 2.4KM TRIAL! OMG! the first time ever i pass it! still rmb in nanhua where i always fail, or either i'll just present my mc for excuse pe and tada, pon 2.4 haha!:D nonono, no more slacker tan yi jin :D nownow, i passed it without stopping lehhh!:D yay! gosh! im like so happy! haha 17mins though, but it's good compared to last time! thank you krittika and sam!:D they're the one who encourage me thoughout all!:D

haha! okay, one thing before i forget and i'll prob get killed becuz of forgetting, people,
KELLY ANG TOTALLY ROCKs U GUYS' SOCKS!
hahaha!:D does that seems familiar to you guys? prob coz u saw the same thing on her blog too right?:D haha! :D yay! we rawk each other sock, right miss universe? hmmmm. im one rank lower than her though HAHA!:D hmph! hah! nvm, im contented with just miss singapore!:D

went for co ytd :D it's quite nice u know but scary coz there's not much of people i know and stuff! ohoh, one damn interesting! i cnt believe that the senior i know for 2 days is maungthet's sister manxzxz!:D haha cool! and thanks for the gifts from all co's senior though im really not so close to you guys :/ haha i left early coz i dun need to go for da zhu haha. im really thinking if it's correct for me to go co :/ and our physic teacher, miss ong, is the incharge of co! ohman! HAHA!

ohman, it's so late now. i got to chiong my homework and tests so i can get to enjoy my whole valentine's day :D im so not gonna spend with my homework manxzxz. i got better things to do!
happyv.day nicholas. it'sthe2ndtimenotcelebratingwithu. mydearbestfriend, thanks for everything u've done and ur disappearance causes me lots trouble, i still cant forget you ): iknowit'shardbutimsogonnasurviveit. happy v.day!:)

#10: nothing last forever

2009-02-12T18:12:00.011+08:00

hellos! :D okay i know im really so free to blog 3 times a week this week haha. ohcomeon' it's only the 4th week, wadd do u expect? yijin to be buried in homework stack? no way. hahahaha! jkjk.
the homework load for NJ is crazy like hell but sometime, like now, slack.
hahha! okay, that's the picture we took in com lab today. ohdamnit, why that all the pictures i post are all during lesson! sheeeeeesssshhhhhh haha :D dun tell teachers horh!

Ohoh! and i just got my 176bucks calculator today! it look sooooooo scary sia! sighhhh. it's only a graphic calculator nia (in glenda's tone) hahah! wadd's there to be afraid abt? the most u press 3 times and u go crazy that's all hahaha! it's sort of like treasuring it like tablet like that xD

okay, i really found that i've nothing better to post on this blog anymore.
went for co orientation yesterday. ohoh, to my ~~horror~~ surprise, I AM THE ONLY JH3 THERE. NO JH1 NOTHING. JUST ME AND ALL THE SH1 omg. i really cant imagine the life i'll be leading in co next time manxzxz. someone, anyone, come join me manxzxz. it's look so stupid for me to be inside and no people from same level ): aiyah, go emo liao lahhh! O:

TWO MORE DAYS TO VALENTINE'S DAY:D haha!
omg omg omg! wonder what's v.day at NJ like. in nanhua i still rmb councillors giving flowers to teachers! haha! :D omg! cant wait for tmr :D hahaha! i want pressseeeennnnttttt!:D
ohoh, THANK YOU KELLY ANG KHAI LI FOR UR BIG BIG PRESENT!
haha lmao. she just wrap the dvds that i lent her last year up and write "bigbig" on it! HAHA!
tyvm arhhh kelly! HAHAH! nothing can went wrong when it comes to kelly anG HAHA!

okay, im still damn stressed over chemistry O: it's wannting my life lahhh.
urghhhhhhh. wadd atomic radii? wadd nuclear energy? wadd screening effect! urghhhhh.
really damn stress. but what can be done. tan yi jin, it's the life u choose, so live with it.
tmr there's p.e. and it's v.likely we're going to run 2.4 coz all classes have did. omg. please please.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. why is my life so miserable?!
imreallydamnstresss.why? damnit. ireallycannottakeitanymoresomeonesavemeD':
[edit] Apparently, some people on earth are born with faults in their eyes.
By the way, its Miss Singapore speaking:D [/edit]

v.day!:D ohoh, my birthday's coming! so is yijun's :D haha!
ireallydunnowhathappentoyou?whydouchangesomuch?imnotgonnagiveadamnbutwhy?
irealywannaletgoofeverything. butifindit'stoodifficulttodoso)': ihatemyself,ihatemylife.O:
it's proved that things really end. and that im not gonna cry but smile coz it happen :'/

#9: i rather lose you than hurt you

2009-02-10T16:38:00.009+08:00

):
i really dunno why i suddenly feel so stress up and so sad now.
hmmmmmmmmmmm. cann anyone tink of any reason? idk lehhhhh.
things doesnt seems right. wadd thing? lots of thing.
it's really bombarding my whole tiny brain. urghhhhhhhhhhh. i think i'm gonna explode soon now or later O: i really cant take it. why me?! idk idk idk idk ):
ohcomeon' tink abt it, things have never been right ever since ______. )':
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ohoh, on a brighter side, I GOT MERIT FOR YANGQIN GRADE 6! :D
yeah. congrats to me. it's much more than i expected! 80+ lehh! :)
okay, this is such a random post -.-

imsosorryuknow. ok,u'llneverknow. justwannatelluasorry. maybeisimtoosensitiveorstuff):
ireallydunwannaloseuasafrenorwad. butifwadeverimdoingnowhurtu, sobeit, i'dratherloseyou)':

#8: i shld've started running, a long long time ago

2009-02-07T11:53:00.009+08:00

HELLOS :D
and yeah! the 3rd week pass! thinking back of everyday, the only thing im looking forward to is the last bell to ring that means "home time" haha. coz there's simply much homework which only meant to do at home and the lesson ends so late everyday and stupid 67 took so long to come ):
yeah and glenda came up with this retarded logic (which is as retard as her)

glenda: i know why NJ students always look forward to school, coz they can ti-ti their card

HAHAHA coz apparently, we got this access card which we need to tap everyday when we reached schoool. haha thinking of which we got so fascinated when the card reader give out a beeep sound xD okay, my card doesnt work first 3 days at the back gate ): but later it work and im jumping up and down! HAHA same goes to glenda (im not the only spastic one) HAHA

okay, the SH1 students' orientation look much funner and slacker than ours.
they got to go for external hunt which is totally unfair coz we only get to have internal due to JH1 O: urghhhhh. ohcomeon' life is never fair. but the SH1 doesnt seems so enthu as us haha ohoh, the most interesting part, over 100+- nanhua people who came in, i only know 2 HAHA!

im still grateful to the SH1 people though. coz because of them i survived another pe lesson :D
haha! because of their showdown in the field, we only need to run 2 round (most outer track though) haha cool! but we did p.t. O: but it isnt as bad as how u think. it's only training ur muscles and stuff. okay lahhh. but i know next week wunt be so good coz there's no more excuse for 2.4km. all classes did. gosh. ohoh, while running the 2 round, i got an unexpected motivation to urge me in running! HAHAHAHHA! it's like i got damn high when i __ and i just run damn fast coz im zihighing
nvm, there goes yijinlogic again. HAHA

mr chee give us an interesting answer which motivate us to write that for man&idea journal

if this is the question, this is the answer :D

haha coz geraldine and adelia ask him about our maths and ask him to give us answer for the tutiorial question and he answer us with that. damn cool. HAHA ohoh, glenda and ailin have prob with pronouncing adelia, they pronounce it as adelii xD haha

i got myself a new bus partner who is ohsoscary and sooo...ooo unglam, that's none other than geraldine lim who keep asking me to go join bangbang -.- haha! ohoh fyi, im tinking to join back co and interact :D HAHA it took me a lonnnngggg time to make up my decision.
maybe i'll be no life after joining co coz of the number of days of practice and the duration, im mentally prepared. i cant be bothered. im just gonna be killed soon now or later.

i suddenly realise that this week i got moodswing alot of time manxz. maybe u guys din notice, but sorry to be so !#$%^^& in class or wadever. coz i simply dunno why i arent in a good mood everyday ): maybe i need to see my motivation before my mood brighten up :/
tanyijin, wad the heck happen to you? nonono. u got to do better next week onwards! crap.

in nanhua, supevil clique rawk up all my days :) i'venvregrettedggnanhua,cozitinktat'stheplacewhereireallybelong :/ in NJ, GAY^H and 303 rawk up my days :D (i still need time to adapt to that life) uaretheonlysourceofmotivation,ijustcantsurvivewithoutu.thinkingofnxtmonth,sighuknow,imgonnatotreasureeverydaycoz ily!

#8: not to cry bcuz it's over, smile cuz it happened

2009-02-04T19:28:00.004+08:00

*declaration: those words above is so not written by me* see lahhh, kelly ang, ur fren geraldine who u considered "nice" (which i really cant figure why) did that to me ): HAHA! :D
that's me and geraldine in lecture hall 3 during man&idea and we simply dun wanna listen to waddever that is happening in front manxzxz. HAHA :D
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choose. don't choose. choose. don't choose.
wahlao eh, tan yi jin, WHAT'S THERE LEFT TO CHOOSE?! u got no choice to choose!
face it man. oh come on....
damn it. i just cannot. i really dunnno wadd to choose. the choices that i have are all equally bad.
seeeeee. i really don't wanna give up on my art class when i alr struggled till western A which is like omg lahhhh! nownow, it seems that if i continue it, i'll be dead within a month. lack of sleep.
should i or should i not? join back co? just interact? or band? gosh. none seems good.

seeee this picture, im the cookiemonster in the past, slack slack slack and now. sigh.
wadever. that's the life u choose, tan yi jin. no point regretting. live with life.
urghhhhhhhhhhhh.
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there's normal p.e. on friday and ms eng scam us O: i tot no pe for 5 lessons! gosh. no 2.4 please. im dead with just 1.2 and captains ball. ohgod. not again. okay, back with my electrons orbital.
who's the moron who invent the electron orbitals structure?! gosh. he/she/it really have nothing better to do is it?! gosh. im like dead because of that manxzxz! O:
and SORRY TO TAN YI JUN. O: dun be angry luh kaes? :

#7: step up its time to dance

2009-01-31T22:18:00.003+08:00

oh hellloooosss :D
im posting now, and the previous post is deleted :) haha wait wait, i actually survive my 1st pe lesson okay? it isnt as bad as how daniel described but still, it's only our first p.e. lesson, it's gonna be monsterous afterward O: awwwwww. still, im gonna enjoy my next 5 lesson, WE ARE HAVING THEROY CLASS FOR P.E. HAHA LMAO. haha :D im gonna make full use of it manxzxz!

now now, it's only the 2nd week in NJ and i felt as if it's been 2 years O:
it's so tiring everyday lahhhh. especially, everyday IS1102A and IS1103 O: it's like urghhhhh
i neeedddd help! im scare of calvin cycle and angle of deflection, next is gonna be electrons orbitals. ): i neeeddd help! anyone to help? :/
i dun like this chem teacher, i wanna my s.g. to teach me back ):

maths too ): i miss mr ng, not saying that mr tan and mr chee isnt good. but still, too much homework, basic mastery, tutorial questions, challenge urself, my weekend is gonna be bombarded by these O: andand, there's even chinese lecture. something like acc which makes me stunned there lahhh. wth. wth. nvm. langart next, it's sooooooooo boring )): urghhhh. and i find out that even the cheena scholars are good in eng. i got to gambatte! hahaha

OHOH, IM DAMN SAD NOW LAH!
stupid careforce induction suddenly change date O: it's always on my birthday! why this year is on 16th feb? im damn sad can! and william says cannot change it. haiyo, i go emo liao )):
and and, yunian get into NJ manxzxz! :D hahahaha was like damn surprise to see his name outside g.o. yesterday :D haha! but anw, congratz :D

okay, lastly,mental note: im gonna to do..
1) save money for wilber's album :D
2) study finish my photosynthesis and electrons orbitals
3) decide on a cca
4) HELP TO DESIGN/SAVE CLASS BLOG.
haha okay lahhh, still got alot more, diff to list, im back to study bio! :D haha
i become so god damn mugger lahhh, and i really dunn wann, i wanna my live back O:
everything change once a decision is made, same goes to you ): i miss those times.

#5: do that to me one more time (:

2009-01-28T20:32:00.004+08:00

hahhaa GAY^H FTW! :D (thumbsup!) :D hahaha! lovethem!
does they looks like the 2nd version of supevil clique (i miss them still)? haha :D
ailin finally send me the pictures!:D hahaha okay okay, im back to do my homework.

im really so damn not looking forward to pe. sucker. daniel told me that his class pe does 2.4 for one pe lesson and the other do pt pumping and pull up. wtf?! URGHHHHHHH D:

whoever can teach me abt calvin cycle and the electrons' angle of deflection?
i really neeeeeeeeeeddddd helpppppp O: YEAH! thankyou yijun and huanyuan :D

mental note: must save $$$ for buliangxiaohua xie zhen!!! :/ it's still long way to go!
(CRY OUT LOUD) u'rejustlikeasuckerwhosaysthisanddoesthat.ilookdownonusucker! xp!booooo!

#4: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2009-01-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
IT'S NEW YEAR! THE YEAR OF OX! MOOO MOOOO! (:
haha! and it's time to get angbao! say yay! :D hahaha
ps. im v.high now coz channel 52 actually play wilber tonight! :D omg! :D
*edit tmr:D*

#3: Even the day must give way to the night

2009-01-24T21:27:00.006+08:00

im not gonna say goodbye, cos i never wanna see you cry
CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING SOON :D
hehz. say a BIG hello and welcome to ANGBAO! (: these three days are crazy!

NJ got this weird tradition that students have the exchange oranges with teachers on friday. haha weird. mr chee was like memorising all lines and say them over and over again hah! okay, im still thinking of wadd cca to join. and NJ release us late on fri ):

went back to nanhua on thrusday, alone ): awwww. haha and went back to peps on friday :)
thrusday was such a blast! and the highlight of the day was william's "flip-flip" *sickening* joke. HAHA wahlaoeh. gosh. haha went back to nhco(L) ofcourse! din get to see 211's people coz it's like 2.40+ when i reached O: oh! before i forget, SOKHIAN, CHEERUP!:D ily too! dun be stress luh O: left at abt 7.30? :) the whole thing was a blast! i still feel more comfortable in nh :/

peps din change much manxzxz. and i really din realise that i was that short then. haha!
everything was cool and saw alot of teachers on friday!
OH YEAH! I FINALLY SAW MR CHENG :D HAHA! haha after like 3 days back to nh.

okay, i really have nth much to post abt. coz im really really v.trouble over things. i suddenly feel like doing alot of things. i wanna do a ~~wilber's banner~~ (did:D), blogskin, eat pudding, eat crab, draw, finding for songs and alot more :/ I NEED INSPIRATION FOR NEW BLOGSKIN!
hmmmm. anyone got anyidea? I NEED SUGGESTIONS :O

edit: OH YEAH! IM V.HAPPY TO HEAR THAT WILBER'S OPERATION IS SUCCESSFUL! :D
iknoweverythingseemsnotthesameasbefore. espwhenweenterdiffsch. butialwaystotthat'swaddweare. sorryformyattitudetoday): iknowutriedtotoleratewithit O: sorrysorry. don'tthinksomuch. it'snotgonnabeover. atleastipromiseyou♥

#2: silent is the true friend that never betray

2009-01-21T17:59:00.007+08:00

we were two, now we are one :D
hellos :D hehz. be glad that im still alive and kicking. i've actually survived through 3 days of lecture and studies in NJ manxzxz. gosh! claps for me please~ pul-lease :D HAHA
okay, i was stuck with two DAMN EMO people name ailin and glenda on the first day of study, in the first period. HAHA it's spire and i really got no idea wadd it is :x

on the v.first day our new gang/clique/group was formed :D

hehz (L) them. becuz of them, they make my torturous lesson interesting. haha
our name actually forms GAY to the power of H haha :D

ohoh, mr chee (my form teacher) make us wrote our BIG name on a piece of paper, hold infront of ourselves like a criminal and took a picture of us so as to recognise our face. gosh.
awwwwww. i miss mr cheng ): haha at least he wunt make us do that :)

okay okay. im soooooo not looking forward to having p.e. (coz we have to like pretest for napfa every pe lesson) and the pe lesson is 1bloody hour long O: and bio in term 2 where i've to get a pig eye for eye disection. GROSS. wait wait, who's gonna do me a BIG favour to help me get a pig eye? i need it. ~~okay, kelly told me that i can just get rachel's~~ hahaha

went back to nanhua on tuesday coz we're actually dismiss at 1.15 :D woots! haha!
haha kelly miss me alot manxzxz! gwen too! haha met with clique and took pictures :D

never forget. the supevil clique that rawk my 2 years life in nanhua.
i miss you all badly ):
ohoh! advertise too :D NHCAREFORCE blog! hehz :D haha! it's superduper cool :D haha!
OH AND THANK YOU MAY DARLING FOR MISSING ME SOOOO MUCH! HAHAH :D i know u're v.excited in seeing me lahhh! HAHAHA she's soo good lahh! she really post a post delicate to mee saying she (L) me hahahaha! jkjk :D
hmmmmm. anything else to add? gahhhhh. im going back to do my chem. urgh.
okay, that's the end. bye :D miss you loads, tan yi jun, really lahh! ):

#1: it's just the end of the new beginning :/

2009-01-18T11:44:00.012+08:00

i now believe in the phrase that says:

"it's only at the end then we realise how wonderful the past have been"

maybe my realization comes in too late. maybe im more retarded than others. maybe im always too late for something. orientation ended. yeah. im sad. v.sad. sad becuz.. ~~we're going to mugg next week onwards~~ im not going to be with my OG and OGLs anymore):

the whole orientation was a great one :)
though the first day may sucks abit and the second day too.

everythings ends today with the camp fire )': it's been 5 days. wait wait, i need ask why do they separate us when we alr bond with our OGs? that sucks. im in a different class with shumin. im in a different class with any of the nh people. im in a different class with most of my OGs): urghhhhhh. but nvm, everything gonna start all over again :/

we've our internal hunt on thrusday. i wasnt feeling v.well that day :O miss quite alot of funn around the school. but still enjoy myself that day :D learnt a new mess dance "summer night" :D the dance steps are cute. super cute. okay in my opinion :D and fri's campfire was a BLAST :D
it's the one last time we gonna shout our OG cheer and AQUA cheer. i guess my class will be solaris :/ I REALLY MISS AQUA MANXZXZXZ. zzz. and i (L) the dance we learn in campfire night :D WHEEEEE! as we walk to left, as we walk to the right, as we walk as we walk as we walk all night, with a heel and a toe and a half turn around, with a heel and a toe and a new fren found :D haha it's using the melody of he cai bei jing - 5566 :D it's cool! :D we've our showdown on friday :) okay, wasnt that wet till zi chao use a superduper huge water gun to spray on my back :O haha ate lunch with xinyun, carolyn, serena, linda and alison :D was toking abt our "boyfrens" and everyone starts to take their own country's $$ out hah! lmao. okay, then mass dance, then house session. IT'S THE ONE LAST SESSION WITH AQUA HOUSE )':

AQUA AQUA (x2) WE LOVE AQUA (x2) WE'RE ONE BIG FAMILY (x2)
AQUA AQUA WO-AI-NI!!! (x2) :DDD
one complete house photo. we've been together as a house for 5 days :) haha im gonna miss the seniors lots lots lots. awwwwwwww. we've OG dinner together, ordered pizza to eat :D

that's me with OGLs :D linh and sheryl :D

linda and xinyun :D GOSH! they're both tall people u know :/
i begin to miss nanhua, coz in nh, i'll be around taking pictures like mad manxzz.

pizza's here! :D everyone let's get eating :D

CAMPFIRE BURNING NOW, CAMPFIRE BURNING NOW! (x2)
BURNING NOW, BURN BURN BURN! :D

we're doing to kallang wave type. and it's soon NITE TIME :D
din took much pictures coz it appears all black -.-! haha e(NJ)oy viva la vida orientation 2009 ends when the fire is put out at 8.17pm ): everyone begins to spamm all the cheers like mad. i really feel the she bu de feeling again ): i dun want orientation to end.

4, 3, 2, 1, who's butt we gonna kick?
YOUR BUTT YOUR BUTT!
who's butt you gonna kiss?
MY BUTT MY BUTT!
kick your butt, kiss my butt
get it right, oh yeah
dun cry, boo hoo,
shout it out once again!
AQUA................ WHOOOOOSSSSHHHHH! :D

and lastly....

im gonna miss OG8 like hell manxzxz ):
because everyone in NJ is so cool, i strongly believe that JH3-03 is gonna be damn cool too! :D
it's not the end, neither is it a new beginning, it's just the end of the new beginning
nicholasyang,imslowlylettinggoofyou): thoughshebude, butstill,imgonnacarryon. thanksforthepast. andsorryforalotofthings. 1yearhavepassed. urgonefor1year.andistillmissyouthough. buteverythinggonnastop): you'realwaysinmyheart. imatlostofwordsnow, burstingintotearsisthonlythingtatithoughtofnow.I'llmissyoudeepinside, mydearbestfriend.

4,3,2,1 LISTEN TO OUR HEARTBEATS!

2009-01-14T18:16:00.003+08:00

4 3 2 1 LISTEN TO OUR HEARTBEATS
bom bom bom bom bom (x3)
NJC OW! :D

okay, my school starts. and im in a different orientation with shumin ):
OUT OF 10 NANHUA-rians, THERE'S ONLY ONE (THAT'S ME) IN MY OG! :O
urghhhhh. was difficult to strangle on the first day though. a group with unfamiliar faces.
school start off with discipline talk (can be guessed) and it's really bored. the DOs and DON'Ts. wadd's the point of saying it when the teachers in nh said before but no one follows -.- lol. begin to make new friends :) ohoh, for the songs and cheers section on the first day, we learn our school song first. and guess waddd....
MY SCHOOL SONG IS ACTUALLY IN MALAY! wow. in nh it's chinese&eng, now it's malay.
okay, i sort of love the college song :D haha it's sounds less-weird to me haha. okay, the cheer session is really high! we learnt lots of cheers :D
when i say NJ u say oh! (NJ OH NJ OH)
when i say NJ u say yeah! (NJ YEAH NJ YEAH)
when i say NJ u say ow! (NJ OW NJ OW) ... (there's more behind) haha
that's the one that i (L) the most. okay my first day ends shortly.

2nd day, im really fed up with the traffic jam near bukit timah rd. URGHHHH. it sucks. wadever. have all the OG bonding and stuff. ohoh, im in AQUA house. it's pronounce as A-QUA (not ah qua lahh -.-) sort of like the group coz there're great seniors and great people inside :D hmmmmm. i really dunno wadd to blog abt luh.

3rd day. today. I STILL SMELLS LIKE COFFEE+EGG+DETERGENT+WATER+ASDFGFASDGFS. eeeeewwwwwwkkkk. it's so god damn disgusting. okay, we've our station games and they told us to bring extra clothes the day before. i was tinking "oh okay, it's water game, it's gonna be fun" my tinking change after seeing pails of "water-that-are-not-transparent-with-bubbles-floating" okay, some may feel sick after seeing these, to make u sicker, there's a carton of empty egg shells beside the pail. i guess i do not need to explain right? gross. and we've to lie on a map, which is like spread with washing powder and they wet us with the pail of water. seriously, i smells like shyt and i really wanna vomit. ohoh, before the station, we got to use only our mouth and nose to find a polo sweet in a plate full of flour (and it's like alot of people try luh. gross), next, we got to put our hand into a bucket of coffee+hair+dirt to find a paper clip (gross-er) and last, we got to put our legs into a bucket of dirty water+lots of dirts to find a keychain. nvm i still enjoy the game though :) nvm nvm the more i tink abt the egg, the more sick i'll get. urghhhh. im bathing for the 2nd time now. okay, then there's mass dance again. ahhhhh.
and it's only the 3rd day of the orientation, i still got 2 more days to survive. OMG.
p.s. i really miss kelly and gwendolyn's lameness in the morning ): it'surlife, it'sthechoiceumade.solivewithit.
1601): it's been a year. woah. time flies but i don't. i still cnt get over.

you kept me from falling apart

2009-01-11T16:51:00.019+08:00

hellos! school starting tmr (ahh, let's not think abt it first)
it's CCA EXTRAVAGANZA yesterday :) i saw 211'o8 people, saw supevilclique, saw nhco, saw careforce, saw juniors, saw seniors, saw teachers etc. :D
wohooo. went to collect yearbook with shumin at 311. wait wait, i've forget, shumin wore all black! hah! and we're kind people who donated $ to some commonwealth guys on our way to school :D okay, stop the crap. i went to visit co after that. yeah yeah, they were performing. ifeelratherextrabeingthere): imissnhcf.
okay, went around the whole school to take pictures with people :D

that's eunice! :D ncc! :D haha

yuhan! hey hey, i tink i rawk more haha :p NPCC :D

shauna, followed by rosamund :D Girls' Brigade! haha

that's boys' brigade! haha yupeng and joshua :D haha!
urghhhhh. bob dun wanna take picture with me :O i saddd lehh hahah jkjk.

and that's girls' guides! baichi gwen and serene :D hehz. the wind suddenly become so big :O

joie joie joie :D haha art & design :D haha!

haiyo! look who's that. ashley leong haha! i guess i'll miss his lame jokes :/

zhanteng :D haha sjab!that's josh beside him xD haha!

ohmyEDWARD.haha that's eisabess :D infocomn! edwardcullen 头号fans haha :D

NHCO♥ (may is still not in the picture D:)
i(L)them alot. is they who tolerate my attitude problem towards co. is they who make me ~~suckylife~~ in co interesting. is they who make me understand alot of things and helped me out for alot of things, esp kor :) thanks lots. idk when's the next time i'll be meeting them): itinki'llbeupperextraifigobacknxttime):
URGHHHH. i'll entering a school full of strangers tmr :O
i wannnnnnntttt to be in same class as shumin, or at least orientation group! pul-lease!! :/
it's kinda scary if u're alone with others. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i guessed that's the end of my post :D
5 more days, and i promise it'll be my one last time for me to break down again):

when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you ):

2009-01-09T08:25:00.005+08:00

okay, im gonna update this now :D
i know it's been days since i says im gonna update this, but yeahyeah wadever, i cnt find the mood to update myblog anymore. gosh. i guess somedays later im gonna let it goes dead. pray hard not. but yeah. hols for me is gonna end ): sad sad sad!
IT'S GONNA SCHOOL REOPEN SOON im gonna to go to a sch with strangers ):

sunday, i went to ♥huihuijiejie's house:D haha ransack her whole room... and...
A CUPBOARD FULL OF PLAY MAGAZINE! OHMYGOD! i bet everything in her cupboard cost more than 200bucks hahah! and I SAW ALOT OF MAGAZINE WITH WILBER! :DDDDD
hehz. borrowed one home to scan :D haha! we're camwhoring in her room and ~~some !#$%^&*% irritating people comes in and disturb.~~okay, not saying abt anyone in particular.
haha left and ate dinner. and i din eat vegetables just becuz my hands are too short to get any of the vegetables hahaha! i just ate prawn and satay :) okay lahhh, din really stay long and go home. got scolded by mum for chasing idols. WTH.

tuesday, went out with shumin.hahah. we went to shop, okay maybe let's just say we took a walk in westmall haha! visit some shops and went off to take bus/mrt to queensway. okay, i mistook queenstown and queensway paiisehh lahh. but anw, that's not the point, the point is, going out with shumin and trusting her to bring u to the right place by taking the right bus is a v.scary thing haha! we took 51 from je interchange. on the bus, shumin agrees we look more suaku than the tourist lahh.
smart us reached there and my gastric choose the wrong time. urgh damn it.
shop here and there. shumin bought her fbts. ohoh, im a retard who bought my maths book at westmall and i have to carry it all around RAWR O: stupid me. hah!
went to see a zinc bag and it's v.big and i say to shumin that she looks like kelly-bringing-her-locker-books-home haha! went to see deuter bag next, ohoh we walk round and round and round the whole of first floor and found that it's just beside the zinc store lmao haha
197-ed back to je and it's so much faster haha! okay shop in popular while waiting for the two oh-so-fast gwen and daphne (zzz) haha mrt home and my muscle ached for carrying the books around.
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TAN YI JUN, I MISS YOU NOW O: URGHHHHHHH! he. went. back. D':
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SCHOOL'S REOPENING.
SCHOOL'S REALLY REOPENING.
SCHOOL'S REALLY REALLY REOPENING.
damn it! why can't i accept the fact?!
SCHOOL. IS. REALLY. REOPENING. IN. 3DAYS!

it doesn't stop the pain no more.

2009-01-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

if i see you next to never, how can we say forever):
just read alot of people's blog abt their first day of school.
i missed them now ): i missed 211 ):

{clique}i missed kelly ang and gwendolyn tan D:

{nh211}i missed eisabess, rosamund, eunice, yuwei, joie, misa, sara, joanna, shauna, serene, SIHUI, chiyien, pingwei, valerie, ashley, bryan, zexuan, junzhe, keefoong, zhanteng, justine, joshua, ronghua, melyvn, bob, orion, lyon, yupeng, zanji, vincent, kangjie, weijie.

{nhco}i missed sokhian, huanyuan, wanxin, may.

{nhcf}i missed jiawei, yunmin, jensi, william, jianle, yunian.

ahhhhhh! i missed alot of people manxzxz!espcially teachers ): hmmmm. how i wish i could get someone like mr ng to teach me maths and mr liu to teach me chem AND someone like mr cheng to be form teacher (not strict in attire) HAHA ahhhhhhhh. just went for tuition and i really want school to starts now :O hmmmmm. i guessed this is just a random post.

OKAY, EDIT, I MISSED DARREN YANG JUN JIE (happy? roll eyes) haha!

因为爱你我让你走了

2009-01-02T21:16:00.003+08:00

我还能够说些什么我还能够做些什么我好希望你会听见因为爱你我让你走了
hellos :D anyone know where to get the above album? his gai ban [will's future]
(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)
hmmmmm. i really wanna buy it but just cannot find it anywhere ):
im rotting at home. how i really hope school can start this instant :O
I REALLY WANT TO GO FOR NH OC CAMP AND OC ACTIVITY!
my mum dun agree and the time doesnt match. wth. and there goes my family. again.
5thjan coming. ahhhh. kor, i dun wanna u to leave)':
im still counting down to 12th jan

it's not an end, but rather a new beginning :)

2009-01-01T17:41:00.004+08:00

i've turned the page, a change came with the wind; it's not the end,it's a new beginning :D
HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE :D it's a new beginning.
hehz. i edited the previous post. it's really 2009 currently! :D yay!
wohaaa! i've lots of things to do though! like start preparing myself coz my brain is rusty now.
hmmph! i've a sudden urge of wanting school to start this instant :O
anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVELINE TAN! HUIHUIJIEJIE:D
ohoh! kelly, wilber looks better than dean! :DDD
hehz. must still meet at 302 interchange leh! :D and and, congratz for promoting in np! (:

it's gonna be over soon!

2008-12-31T22:14:00.005+08:00

it's still 54more mins to 2009.
before the last day of 2008 past... HAPPYBIRTHDAY HUANYUAN :D

2008. alot of things really happens. and everything changed my view of everything.
big thanks to supevil clique, BLAC, CTs, CT1, tanyijun, darrenyang, cultural camp, CT2, EOY.
16jan is... my down period ): i lost someone that i din cherish. i regretted.
i really feel that i changed after that. alot. things are like 想通了like that. and maybe 23july changed my life? i cherish everything more): the only thing i regret is nhco. yeah, maybe i shouldn't grumble so much in the past. or maybe, that's a part of my nh school life. i'll really missed "i dunn wannt go co" :) haha. i really feel that i grow up.
my tears marked the end of school life with them on 24oct ):
and my whole holidays light up because of careforce and blac :D not forgetting my drama hehz.
i've grown up through the whole of 2008 :) im glad abt that hah!

hmmmm. 2009 is coming. i've got new year resolutions :D
i. am. mentally. prepared. for. turning. no. life.
ohoh! i wanna grow taller! it's a must! :D
hehz. im ending here. it's still not 2009 :/ but still HAPPY 2009! :D bye! :D

big eater, nahhh im not ):

2008-12-30T21:40:00.010+08:00

THIS IS ME; I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now :D
yaye. xmas outing with careforce gang :D haha only 4 turns up though ):
but still... yay! :D okay. we were supposed to meet at 11.30am. but it turns out that william is the only one who reached on time. okay, he reached early. im the second one, late by 3 mins -.-
saw jiawei and my dear wanxin went to the wrong meeeting place ):
we went to shop while waiting for wanxin. okay. william get damn sick. sickass.
went to seoul garden after wanxin came. okay. it's quite ex. but if u know wadd u're going to have later on, it isnt ex at all. GOSH. i really 认输 lahhh! william sat beside me. he ate alot. is ALOT.
damn lots. okay. jiawei too.
william lead usto take food. alot. haha i took coffee chicken (it's nice) ALOT of hotdogs, crab meat, crab roll, and alot more :D hahaha william took whole plates of chicken :O wahseh. begin to cook/bbq it. it's quite cool u know. hahaha but i really din eat alot. oh! and jiawei took pepper fish? idk who took it but it's nice! (thumbsup) haha!

let's eat :D beginning to cook :D
wait, i've realised, if i con blogging. it's going to be until tianliang. so use pics to replace kaes?:)
eat eat eat. yum yum yum. alot of food become chao da. haha.
i forget why suddenly everyone starts laughing. and non-stop. hahaha
i type "i dunno them" in my hp and put infront of my face, and william type "but i know them" back HAHA. okay. it's diff to say out here but it's really funny there :D

that's wanxin and jiawei :D their shirt wrote "i am" "does your shirt save 10 children" HAHA!
OHOH. both of them wore white, and me and william wore black... that cause...

we blends in with the background. wow? haha eat eat eat. i finished and william told me... "i tink u're gonna wait for 1 hour more, i haven finish eating" and they continue to eat. ate deserts. eat five scoops of ice cream, and it's really alot can. jiawei took two bowls, william ate qing tang ("green soup") and peps+icecream and jw and wx follows too. 他们真的怎么也吃不饱的，佩服!
hahaha :D after finishing everything, the remains look gross. hahaha

twist! :D hehz. we pour alot of thing in it and alot of smoke comes out. we quickly went off :) ha!
all william and his brillant idea. hah!
oh! and the TS shop owner is damn !#$%^^& rude. haha. nxt time dun buy from u all luh! kns.
hahaha. mrt-ed to lot 1 to shop for more things :D

me and william, me and jiawei haha. okay. show u two pictures. compare.

wadd's the difference? it's just the angle of taking it. but william says one looks bigger and one looks smaller haha. p.s. he's the one who took it. haha! shopped for huihuijiejie's bd present and went home early coz mum's hungry and angry. hahaha. they went on shopping.
oh. and they try on the shirts after i went off. seee the ayeseh them.

ayeseh. haha! :D william's that shirt cost 129bucks according to wadd they say. ayeseh.
thanks guys for such a great day today! :D hehz. i still smell of bbq. gosh.
haha! i (L) you guys. i (L) careforce.
oh, i missed the co chalet): but i earned a careforce outing and uniform. should i be glad or sad?
before i forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA YANG JUAN XIN, I (L) YOU! :D
haha:D okay. that's the end of the whole thing. im tired ):
tmr's gonna be the last day of 2008 :/
and it's still 6.more.days. away from 5jan. kor, i'll really miss you ):

it's not over. it's just a start of sth new (:

2008-12-29T21:04:00.004+08:00

I BOUGHT MY UNIFORM :DDD i guess im gonna to hug it to sleep! :D
hehz. it's weird. okay. as in the size .- the sleeves are too big but the whole shirt is okay.
YAY! MY UNIFORM :D lol. shumin, faster go buy! :D
okay. these few days are (SIAO) really siao.
we paint the whole house. okay, my dad not we. haha! and my whole room got diff feel now!
OHYEAH, and i wanna complain abt my yangqin teacher. he forget abt me! ): he went to get the result of students, and he left out my name. URGH. now i've to wait till 11jan for my result ):
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from shumin:D
1. Do you have any secrets?
like duh -.-

2. Would you fall in love with a boy?
yeah. if not girl meh? -.-

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
depends. coz if that day got lessons with teachers like edmundng and nicliu, then YES!

4. What will you do with $100000000?
hahaha! ilove shumin's answer. "dun gimme false hope lah!"

5. What's your view towards love?
romantic and surprising :D

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone :D

7. How long would you be willing to wait for someone you love?
depends on if it's worth it or not.

8. If the person you love is NOT attached, what will you do?
hmmmmmmmmm. idk lehhh. shun4 qi2 zhi4 ran2

9.Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?
yuppps :D watching wilberpan's mv, reading twilight, nahhh. having friends around will do :D

10. What makes you angry?
hmmmmmmmmm. idk. haha

11. How would you see yourself in TEN years?
i'll be much taller! :DDDDD hello tanyijun, i maybe taller than u okay? :O

12. Who is currently more important to you?
everyone :) must cherish mahhhh

13. What is the most important thing in your life?
having frens and people i love around me (:

14. if your best friends dropped into the sea and did not know how to swim, who'll you save first? hah! my standard answer, jump in and drown with them HAHA!

15. What is your favourite color?
black + orange or black + lime green!

16. Would u give all in in your relationship?
yuppps. but it kinda depends :D

17. If your ex hurts you badly and wants you back, what will you do?
hurts him back first before agreeing hahaha :D

18. How are you feeling right now?
hmmmmmmm. ): coz 5jan coming sooon ):

19. Love or like?
love (L)

20. Who tagged you?
shumin (ahhhh)

21. How is your relationship with her?
hmmmmmm. 2years of classmates/schmate, soon to be 6. gosh.

22. 5impressions of her?
ehhhh, smart, super smart, v.smart, v.v.smart, nahhhh stm hahaha! :D

23. The most memorable thing she had done for me?
hmmmmmm. did she do anything? haha jkjk, i tink alot :D

24. Pass this quiz to 10ppl to see how they feel about you(for guys, change the questions to "girls","she","her"etc.) dont pass back.
1. kelly
2. huiqi
3. yijun
4. jiawei (nanhua)
5. may
6. daphne
7. yinjie
8. darren
9. gwendolyn
10. sokhian

Q1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with ? (daphne)
hmmmmmm. her glaric? opps! hahaha :D nahhh, me lahh!

Q2. If no.2 & 7 are together, is that a good thing ? (huiqi, yinjie)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA lmao. they're alr? hhahaha :D

Q3. What is no.2 studying about ? (huiqi)
hahaha she's learning how her kungfu (which looks like chicken dance xD)

Q4. When is the last time u had a chat with no.3 ? (yijun)
10 seconds ago. :D

Q5. Which band does no.8 like ? (darren)
xxxxxxxx hahahaha! nahhh, ehh darren, do u still like linkin park?

Q6. Does no.1 have any siblings ? (kelly)
yes. her younger brother call patrick hahahaha.

Q7. Would you like to woo no.3 ? (yijun)
ehhhh, can consider. but still, wilber looks more attracting than him :D !

Q8. How about no.7 ? (yinjie)
eeeeeeeeee. later huiqi kills me ): idun want

Q9. Is no.4 single ? (jiawei)
nahhhhhhhh. she's attached to me. HAHA. jkjk!

Q10. What's the surname of no.5 ? (may)
ong :D (i still tink it should be oink) haah!

Q11. What's the hobby of no.1 ? (kelly)
monstering hahaha :D

Q12. Where is no.2 studying ? (huiqi)
itot i just answered? O.O

Q13. Where does no.9 lives ? (gwen)
jurong west. in a house full of cats hahaha

14. What colour does no.10 likes? (sokhian)
purple. she's abit weird haahah!

Q15. are no.1 and 9 best friends? (kelly, gwen)
erm, i tink so :D we're a clique hahaha

Q16. Does no.10 have pets? (sokhian)
haha nooo.

Q17. Is no.5 the sexiest person on earth? (may)
ehhhhh, are u? hahahaha

Q18. What's no.8 doing now ? (darren)
tinking abt his xxxxxxxx :D dunno whether he still miss me or not )':

jiawei, ur quiz i do 3 ques can luh. coz everything the same xD
20. Who tagged you?
jiawei :D

21. How is your relationship with her?
ehhhhh, i just know her lehhh. but she's v.crazy hahaha! :D

22. 5impressions of her?
crazy, smart, pro in eng, lagg in chasing idol, caring (careforce mahh)

23. The most memorable thing she had done for me?
hmmmmmmm. she says she wanna gimme xmas present hahaha!
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hmmmmmmm. tada! a quiz is done :D it's been long since i did quiz.
oh and, congratz will for getting 2 prize :D hehz.

he's v.hot :D hahahaha congratz congratz. credict to -domdom-@AF :D
hehz. hmmmmm. it's 7days more till 5th ): i dun wannnnnt :O
i dun want another parting. i dun want u to leave D: urghhhhhh.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3

2008-12-25T19:01:00.004+08:00

谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出; 谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初; 谢谢你曾让我幸福 (L)
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D
yaye, it's christmas~ time for party~ wuuuuuuu HAHAHAHAHAH! :D
and and, i (L) all my presents!! :D i (L) u guys manxzxz :D espcially yijun♥!!
thankyou tanyijun for this few days :D he actually follow me from westmall to jurongpoint to bishan to bugis to queensway just to find my sport shoe :D thankyou ily! :D hahaha
went to causeway with bffs ytd :Domg! oh oh! and all the present i got from them & family are..
潘玮柏's album(s) :D haha i got 3 of his newest album from yijun huiqi and my mummy :D and 2 of his older one from jiemin and yiyang :D ohoh! and ONE BIG POOH FROM YIJUN :D haha!
still got 2 sets of 不良笑花 from daddy and joce :D hahaha! I (L) THEM MANXZXZ! ♥!!
hahah okay, post pictures abt ytd lunch with bffs and the present soon (: rushing now!

just a gentle reminder for myself:
1. organised careforce outing and informed them :D
2. buy my nj uniform
3. start revising my maths (i pon one tuition D:)
4. start doing ___ before 31st.
5. present for ___ ♥!!
6. go check price for calculator.
7. shop for bag with shumin (hmmmm. maybe after induction?)
8. THERE'S ALOT TO COMPLETE.
gosh. AHHHHHH there's too little time for TOO MANY THINGS :O
OHHHH! huanyuan's birthday coming, wadd to give? wait, how to give first? :/
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ohyeah, and careforce blog, urgh, i've got the namelist, there're 70+- people in it. gosh. how to add in? ): i need to fasten my pace manxzxzxz. gosh.
not to forget, i (L) wilber pan! :D hahaha! andyouyouyouofcourse:D

i (L) careforce to the core (:

2008-12-20T15:57:00.008+08:00

CAREFORCE spells out L O V E :D loveya guys tons & tons :D
okay. william just come online and i bugged him to send me pictures. paiisehhh ):
BUT THANK YOU WILLIAM :D haha ur camera did a great job! cheers! :D

that's the shutter time. and yunmin finally make it in the end xD yay! :D cheeeeeezzeee!
oh oh. sort of one people. benedict. awwww. oh maybe two. where's mdm teo? ): haha
we DID try jump shots afew times but failed. awwwww. shant post on that xD

awwwwww. william dun act cute hahaha! :D and and, it's obvious i TUCKED IN my shirt :D
forget to mention, this 2 pictures are took by yunian senior :D tyvm!
he's really nice to come back to help out when he's alr graduated :) thankyou! :D

DO WE LOOK LIKE RETARDS TO YOU? hahaha can u figure wadd are we doing?
NO NO! NOT STRETCHING EXERCISE LAHHH -.-! it's.....

hehz :D it's somewadd screwed but still HAHAH :D ohyeah! the first guy there is MR FOO!
we're short of one person ): and he just nice walk past and he took pictures with us.
just that it's v.blur. AWWWW. william, your camera fault xD HAH jkjk! (:
okay, that's all pictures for today! :D 3 CHEERS FOR CAREFORCE :D
nownow, im looking forward to careforce blog and careforce christmas party! :D heh! wohoooo!
i really wish to go back to help on orientation camp): but it crash with mine. urghhh ):
byebye! :D it'stmr.canigetit?:/ijustwantyouformychristmas:/

CAREFORCE, we're oh-so-caring :D!

2008-12-19T21:12:00.012+08:00

baby baby 就是你, 藏在心中的秘密, 要和你在一起, 这是多么的甜蜜 ♥

hahaha :D yaye, careforce rawk rawk rawk :D hahah

SEC 1 REGISTRATION TODAY :D awwwww. i woke up late at abt 7am (im suppose to be in school by 7.30) wow. and and, im sooooo happy for myself can? it's the first time i fully-tucked in my uniform and walk around. OMG! im sooooo guaii manxzxz. hahah! :D is really fully-tucked in lorh! :p u've no choice but to believe it :D i really look v.guaii pul-lease
IT'S MY ONE LAST DAY IN NAN HUA UNIFORM. WEAR IT WITH PRIDE :D

okay. booth was set up and parents came. ya ya, busyyy until 8.30 and everything's settled. we've break. and jianle started on this really sick topic and everyone just continue on and on.
getting more and more tedious manxzx! :D

at 1045 (which i tink should be delayed) me and wanxin started on our first tour. okay, it isn't like tour lahhh! it's like a FAQ session with parents (roll eyes) and they kept asking me abt basketball and i really feel like asking back "do i look like someone who play basketball?" LOL.

we only went for two rounds of tour. uh huh. ohyeah, and i must say. TODAY'S LUNCH SUX. gosh. i cant even differentiate is that rice or porrige. eeewwwwkkk. is damn sucky (vomit) me and yunmin ate the chicken and threw away the whole package of rice. eeeewwwwkkk.

ohoh, i saw mr ng and mr liu! muahaha :D mr liu wore like he's out for chalet like that. dun look like a teacher at all pul-lease. and mr ng like to di-siao us :D

that's me and kelly :D hahaha i saw her back in school and she owes me a xmas present):
awwwwww. kelly come on, my christmas present~ HAHAHA :D

ohoh! nad kelly changed the same phone as me. told ya that she (L) alot :D (y) hahaha! :D

this is yuhan! :D yo yo! :Dhahaha! oh horh! she pon council and went for np. haiyo! bad yuhan!
okay. end at abt 2.45 :D and debrief. it's damn long. and mdm teo ask us to tok abt our strength, weakness and area of improvement :D hahaha
mdm teo: yijin, wadd about u?
yunmin,jiawei,wanxin,andothers: say say say! we support u!
me: I THINK IM PERFECT! (give her a spastic smile) :DDDD ahha! lmao.
okay. jensi, william, yunmin, jiawei, wanxin, jianle, sacharissa and i took the lift up to sky garden to play (lame games) HAHAHAH :D benedict din join us :O he went with mdm teo.

hehz. okay. i only join for some games of all. coz not really feeling well lahh ): awwww. but there's one game i (L) alot manxzxz! :D hehz. hahaha the bottle passing.

that's actually how lame we're :D but we dun give a damn. ohyeah, in the pictures, they're not having drills lahh! hahaha look carefully, there's a bottle around :D haha :D

played till about 4.20 and went home :D yay! hahah (opps, sorry tanyijun for making u wait:O)

oh, and i have pictures with some careforce members :D

me and yunmin :D me and jensi senior :D hahaha :D

me and sacharissa :D me and william :D hahah he looks really weird in long pants. as in not used to seeing him in long pants hahaha :D hehz :D okay, i din get a photo with jianle, alan, benedict and jiawei ): sadddd. okay okay, im really looking forward to the christmas meal with careforce you know :D hope everyone can make it manxz! please? hahaha

AND WILLIAM OWES ME A LOT OF PHOTOS ): RAWR! u watch out! hahaha

alot of photos was taken with his camera, till now he's still not online:O

okay. update more tmr can? :D tired. and hands, leg, muscle ache ): HAHA byebye! :D

not forgetting, I (L) 潘玮柏! :D bye!

i found another one :D hah!

2008-12-15T21:27:00.007+08:00

let me introduce my new boyfriend... 潘玮柏 :D hahaha!
wuha! :D LOL. he acted in bu liang xiao hua wadddd :D he v.cute!
awwwwwwwwww. why sokhian dun like him): sadddddddddd.
haha :D ilovethis song :D he compose himself :D
我放不过我自己仍相信爱会有奇迹人群中我找到你我抱着你我们的爱情还未完待续
我放不过我自己转一圈回到了原地眼泪是一种提醒我还爱你 :)
who wanna buy wilber pan's newest album [will's 未来式] for me? anyone? :D!
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ohyeah, do u heard of 200bucks for a calculator :S scary nia.
why so ex. and it looks sooooooo complicated ):
ohoh, and i still cant decide on my bag. nike or adidas?
why does it seems that there's so little time yet so many things to do ): AHHHHHHHH.
andand, idunlikeJH3 ): ilikeIP1more.whymustchangename): iduncareifimchildish, butiloveip1more haha ):
3 more days to twilight (♥)!
4 more days to sec 1 registration coming! wheeeeeeeeeeee
lol. okay. my post is damn random. byebye!
say bye to my new boyfriend okay? :)

all i want for christmas is you (♥)

2008-12-14T16:56:00.009+08:00

i believe 一定会有结果在很久以后留在你身边的是我
HAPPYY BIIRRTTHHDDAAYY DAPHNE♥
hehz :D okay. art art art :D let's talk abt ytd's art. it's sooo screwed lahhh ): i stone there for quite sometimes (roll eyes) there's nth to draw :O i wasted one whole day. awwwwwwww. stupid. but in the end the painting looks (ermm...) idk how to describe. lalala. wadever.
today's daphne lim (or lim daphne) birthday :D hehz. the birthday girl is late for art! (oh horh!) blahhhh. she reached when mr yapp is explaining xD and and, it's raining ): stupid. last yr oso rain everytime we hand in painting. (roll eyes) okay. we drew westmall, hey, the whole of west mall can? *pro* hahaha! jkjk. it's becuz mr yapp keep on emphasizing and trying to mean that western art should draw there -.-! wadever lorh. so we v.guaii go draw there. (ahem)
drew finish. got A. RAWR! it's nice lehhh! why not A*? hahaha! jkjk. okay. daphne's one is damn nice! becuz of her sky. my sky is... errrr.... nvm. no comments.
I NEED TO IMPROVE ON MY SKY):
ahhhhh! and i mean it! ): sadd lahhh. the senior's all damn nice can? mine like

compare. it's obvious that the not so up to standard one is mine -_-! sadddcase.
okay, went to westmall to celebrate daphne's birthday (: ate la-mian, it's nice can? :D
bought daphne's present (seeeeee! we're nice person!!! :) must thank us big big can?) :D
hahaha! okay, took pictures :D

hehz (: i love them fyi! anw, yuhan, u look tall in the picture (roll eyes) ahaha! :D
ps. daphne, seeeee! at least i post picture faster than u, like a lot (: wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ohyeah, and i saw one nike bag damn nice, should i buy nike or adidas? :/
they're both damn nice! :DDDDDD okay, byebye! :) imnotgoingtoletgoofyoueveragain.

im allergic to bullshit ):

2008-12-12T19:15:00.011+08:00

let go of the past, it's time for everyone to move on ♥
hellos! :D there's quite alot i gotta update ): im living in a world of no internet for 3 days ): sadddd! URGHHHHH! ): coz dad renew the plan and the person says to come on 10dec. we changed the date coz none of us is at home. how do we know they go cancel my internet on 10dec): URGH! RAWR :O i angryyy lehhhh! ): hahaha, now now, internet is back! :D!
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9thdec, tuesday :)

went out with kor kor kor kor kor kor kor :) hahaha lol. okay, waited for.... long time): shopped westmall while waiting, and i saw jiaweeeeiiiii ♥!! :D hehz. she's rushing for her school co. awwww. haha soon, saw huanyuan with his new (?) hairstyle. hah. -.-!
okay, din get any lunch and 66-ed to xiaoguilin :) 2 years since i last went ):

hehz. im quite happy that my bloodtype isnt that attractive towards mosquitoes either that or hy is tooo sweeet (which is quite impossible). hah! tsk tsk. we shifted from place to place, walked, talked, breathed, silented -.- so on... and went to lot1 (: he ate his mega mac spicy haha. and im ~~proud~~ sorry to say that i pangseh him there ): coz my sister came and i got to go with her (she needs my popular card) -.-!!! lol. went to shop for her keychain, and in the end she end up buying something stupid as her keychain (shant say wadd's that, but it's too much for ur simple mind.. hmmmm. i wonder, why do i have such sister :/)! and thanks kor for a day :D hehz.
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10thdec, wednesday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE ♥♥♥!!
auntie!! I(♥)youuuuu!!!! :DDD thanks for these 14years of love :D i (heart) you always!
hah! it's my darling auntie's birthday can? :D loveya ♥ haha went to auntie house in the morning (: ohyeah, before that, my dad did tell me that the main com cant connect to internet, and i din give a damn. urgh. haha. saw weizheng there! :D okay.. then it's time to cut cake... AND IT'S A DURIAN CAKE :O ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's a nicely design cake, but I CANNOT EAT ):

the design quite nice u know. it's the smelll URGHHHHH ): i dunnnn likkkkeeee durrriiannn):
eeeeewwwwwwkkkk. but still did sing auntie her birthday song! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DDD hehz :D that's weizheng, auntie, me, yiling jiejie :D
i know it's kinda weird that i wore co tee there :x haha and and, we went to jurong point. it's soooooo damn biggg can? :D hehz. the new building is opened but but all not opened ): haha! renovation in progresss. went to eat ichiban sushi :D the udon is nice. but v.ex ): okay. bought some wrapping paper and a trumbler for dollar value shop, ALL POOH AND DONALD DUCK :D

hehz :D auweizheng, i agree that ur eyes dun open when u take picture! :/ hahaha! hehz. we're xiong mei for life right? :D hehz :D and and, im addicted to the double effect thingy :D hah. okay. went to buy eggg tart and 187-ed back to auntie house :D slept on the bus ): v.tired. and slept in auntie house, i know i v.piggg lahhh OINK OINK. haha xD okay okay. and i shall end my day here? waitwait, I WENT HOME AND FOUND OUT THERE'S NO INTERNET :O
u guys (auntie, ah di, yiling jiejie) make my day today :D tyvm! :D loveya!
andand, jiawei, enjoy ur trip to china! :D hahaha *must bring me present back kaes?* :D
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11th dec thrusday. im spending my day without internet. no songs. nothing): but tv! :D hah
and and, i completed my tohguan drawing :D ohmygod! imlovin'it! :D hehz!

it's nice right? :D hehz. yay! done! :D muahahahahaha :D
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12thdec, friday. i realise that maths is sooooooooooo difficult ): as in a maths. gosh. i dunnn wannna learn luh! how how? ): now my brain is filled with...
x equals to negative b plus minus square root b square minus four a c over two a. hah! LMAO.
that's the formulae to solve quadratic): sooo chim lahhh! why not just stick to the old way? xp
and indices. when mr ng teach, i love it sooo much lahhh. now now... wadd fractional indices?
gosh. my day is owned by mr x, mr a, mr b, mr c, mr squre root, mrs bracket, mrs power ):
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im watching 不良笑花 now :D it's damn funny! :D and i get myself new boyfriend! :D he's none other than pan wei bo :D he's v.cute in the showwww!!! :D u mussst watch! :D changed my blogsong (again) too :D it's sang by him! "tell me she knows... i don't think so~" :DDD byebye!
andireallywannameetu,justtotelluimsorry.andgoodbye.butigotnochance):how?imissyouuuuuu.

9th day; it's just a moment of change.

2008-12-04T09:24:00.009+08:00

♥ i was trippin' in a fantasy and missing what was real :/
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAJIE :D (02122008)
shall delicate u a song :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY - THE CLICK 5 hehz. the meaning suits.
yeah. inside stuff. she knew it i tink :/ nvm, no matter wadd, u're still my sister :D
happy birthday! u're 21! w-o-w! (i really cannot believe it though!) HAH!
erm, should be happy belated birthday though :x and ilu♥
did i meantion i love her birthday cake tons? :D it's damn sweeet can? ,iksdlicici:/

it's a heart shape :D it taste quite nice too! it just feel like sponge? :)

how many family photo can i get in a year? :/ must treasure this well manxz.
i can get two in a year, coz it's always on my or sis's birthday O:
okay end of update. i got to continue my busy life :) byebye!
andisuddenlyhopethatschooltostartnow:/imtinkingtoomuch.

7th day; even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

2008-12-02T17:51:00.010+08:00

♥ believe it or not, we're oh-so-caring just by the look of us :D
HAH! careforce today :D was pretty funn coz there're firstly, more people :) yeah, out of 10, 7 came (claps) haha! met wanxin at clementi at 8.50. i really really really HATE clementi's traffic O: it's soooooo sloooowwwww! anw, reached school and saw jianle (she's always so hyper) ohyeah, coz u know, we're trained to be "tourguide" and i actually told jianle that if parents see her, she'll scare them away and make them go general office to get appeal form instead HAH! kidding :D
and so... alan, me, wanxin and jianle was there and yunian came by passing us his bag. hah! nahhhh. we really really did nothing. or maybe nothing much :D hah! and william join us. follow by yunmin & jiawei. okay so mdm teo came down to brief us and we got our map (mine turn kiam-cai at the end of the day though) :D yunian first did example on how we're gonna do later on. (he used 1hour to intro when our actual day time is only 20mins) but at least, he gave a DETAILED info :)

that's yunian and allan. stuck at eco garden. eco garden is the funniest part.
1) we found a ~~tree~~ plant planted by miss earth 2005 in 2006. william said that the plant was destroyed last yr and they replant it .- and it's only abt 50cm tall? (look! it's growed in 2006. from 06 to 08, it grew inly 50 cm w-o-w!) yunian then said it's a slow growing plant. lmao!
2) idk wadd's so fascinating abt the pond in the eco garden. jianle told us it's a kidney shape's pond BISH. haha! okay, then we found tiny-winy fish inside and the guys just start laughing.
3) a interesting speech made by jianle which almost make william puke his apple tea out.
jianle: there're 2 pavillion in our eco garden. the pavillion are built by people who are requested to build for the school xD HAHAHAHA! not bad arh jianle? :D
okay proceed on and even simple things like recycling bin we can make a fuss out of it. and comes to the lift, i only realise that the left lift is easily overweight from wadd they says. HAH! then so on... and jianle is damn interested to know abt the D&T ghost history LOL! and she saw a not-switched-off fan and she almost freak out xD we end at 12nn sharp and went to sumo house to eat (our actual idea was to bond more, but well.. we're bonded enough :D) ha!
wanxin left her way towards the mrt and we went to sumo house. ate tori udon :) quite nice but u know i dun really eat alot during lunch so i left half a bowl untouch, and the two hungry pigs (yn and william) finished the leftover for me) ohyeah, yunian went to wash his hand and william pour mineral water into his cup of tea and we threw torned receipts into his bag (opps!) we played 终极密码 and loser got to drink a sip of soup + tea + orange seed? + other weird things (yunian's idea and he volunteered to be the game master RAWR) hah! left the place and took picture outside of sumo's.

both are the same picture just that one is the original and one's with our name :D hehz!
mrt to lot 1 to shop for sister's birthday present and collect her birthday cake.
the cake is damn cool can! :D okay, will post more abt it tmr :D
and and, careforce (those there today) make my day manxz :D

6th day; cause im trying, trying to walk away

2008-12-01T21:28:00.011+08:00

♥ I keep on telling myself, that you'll come back around
hehz. hmmmm. there's long to update though :D hehz! all abt BLAC though :D
was rather busyyyyy this few days. yea yea, dun need to tok abt fri and sat :O
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ohyeah, wait first post the pictures of my completed art xD

TADA! COMPLETED SENTOSA! MUAHAHAHAHHA:D nice nice?
it's nice can? i spend a ~~long~~ short time drawing HA! slacking xD

CLARKE QUAY :D and that's the painting i love the most among all :D
it's nice lorh! at least the building isn't slant! HAHA :D
okay okay. just completed this two only lahh! v.gd liao can? :D
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sunday. damn busy. all booked with art manxzxz!
went out damn early in the morning to take bus at jurong abt 8am to mountfaber! :D
the bus uncle is late, V.LATE like abt 8.20? when we reached, everyone is there luh lahh! (roll eyes) slow pork lahh! okay. there's really nothing to draw, but there's alot of people, as in those going for the outing there. went to hock a place in a shelter (scared rain) and went to draw.

okay both are the same picture lahh. just that it is taken by diff cam xD and and, the sky is orange! im damn happy with my sky u know. coz it's the first time i din screwed it when i colour orange, yellow, red and red purple sky! *claps* it's nice nicenice! :D okay. i know. my mount faber became garden faber but whocares xD at least i complete it in 4hours! muahahah!
supposed to leave the place with the bus at 12.30 but that goon-do uncle is late and came at 12.50 wahkao.make me damn rush for the afternoon session URGHHH! okay, suli and daphne two pigs doesnt want to go for the aftnn session O: left me and yuhan (ahhhh!)
hahaha! ohyeah, on the bus... daphne cannot stop laughing idk why.

daphne: okay, im done laughing (gimme a serious look)
me: (look at her) really? O___O
daphne: no (and she continue to laugh all the way back to jurong) HAH!

and and fyi, daphne, the hump is near creative and jec, not beside! :D
okay, reached home at 1.45, took paper, wash things, eat and chiong out at 2.20 for tohguan :D met yuhan and i pity my mum though (she's stuck with ahem) there's little people as in those teens and westerns, all advance and special xiao didi and xiao meimei. went around and i seriously too tired till cnt concentrate. ohyeah. and show u one yuhan's jie zhou!
(enlarge)
hello? that's my painting and yuhan wrote that when i went to the toilet! urghh!
then sneak home without completing (opps) with yuhan (hehz) haha! we did not even dare or want to say goodbye to mr yapp, scare ganna scolded. and i end my day :D i got two weeks to complete my tohguan! wheeee! but i missed outing O: am i mad? i missed outing manxzx O:
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monday. today. went for careforce training in the morning. w-o-w. it's different from wadd i thought! of course, coz OUT OF 10, ONLY 5 PRESENT! cool right? HAHA! lol! wanxin was with me because she dun wanna go co (opps!) haha! then we started having some activities like trying to convince people to buy ur shoes, my partner is jianle and i end with "take it or leave it" she went laughing (hmmmm. another daphne! ahhhhh! daphne! why u spread ur disease to her? O:)
we then have the tasked to find all chinese name for places in nanhua. so... we went to find (with help of our dictionary xD) and PSGroom = 南华家长支持团体室cool right? thankyou thankyou. it's invented by urs truly! haha! :D and and jensi teached us that gym = 运动馆, yunian almost vomit blood? xD and and! we ended early, and went up to co! guess wadd i see, i saw huanyuan eating outside! OH HORH! hahaha! lol! saw sokhian too :D and went home with wanxin.
ohyeah, after today, 1711 become my fav. number. i called that number for 10+ time just to check time for my sister registration. but still she only get 3 out of 4 course she wanted O:
anw, it's her birthday tmr and i need to go for careforce AHHHHH! O:
iknowwesaidletgobutikeptonhangingon.it'sjusttoohardforme.itriedthoughO:

3rd day; 2nd year. anw, i guess it's over.

2008-11-28T18:37:00.003+08:00

my dear may xiao jie, seeee! ur pooh(s) are safe and sound with me! :D
ilove this set of poohfamily. they're all given by people♥ espc the two pooh on the right, is given by MAY ONG♥ (happy?) xD hehz. i did feed the pooh can? that pooh is currently feeding on 10cent coins, when i become richer i'll feed it with 20cent kaes? :D hehz.
LOL. actually.. nothing much. just wanna post this coz it's given by my dearest junior, junior for 4years, from peps to nhhs (ehhhh, maybe she loves me so much so she stalk me all the way to nanhua sia!) HAHAHA! :D too badd :p im always ur senior~ lalala.
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today's 28th november (yeah and everyone knows that -.-)
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! im tired O: just changed my msn. hope i did add people that i wanted correctly :) anw anw, i changed my blogsong again! byebye! :D
ihopeeverythingwillendtoday.let'smakeanendtoit.makethis2yearsbeanightmare.onceiopenedmyeyes,iwanttoseeuonceagain.

2nd day; 安静结束也是另一种对待 :/

2008-11-27T10:33:00.025+08:00

fyi, ilovethemalot♥ 14years luh :D
yesterday. went to auntie house :) it's been a long time since i last step into the house awwwww. everything changed of course. and im pretty sad that baby isnt there :O nvm, i bet next time when i go, a new baby will be there. ahhhhhh. i missed all the babies that i know manxzxz :/
okay, supposingly reached by 7am, but clementi's traffic jam so my dad make a detour and reached my sis exam place at 8.17am gosh. hope she isnt late :/ and i reached auntie house at 8.35 w-o-w .-! haha chatted with auntie :D (and that mr au DID NOT tell me he got cca! RAWR) hahaha ohyeah did i mention that auntie damn qiang? she's learning english and computer now manxzx! GOSH. haha! surf the web and went to jurong point with yiling jie jie and auntie to wait for that toa pai mr au
okay, got a seat at the food court upstairs and ate :D blahhhh. weizheng reached like 1plus? with his school uni THUS WE CNT ENTER THE ARCADE TO TAKE NEOS urghhhhh! :/
nvm went home after shopping :D

took 187. and i tell u, the bus uncle is (wtf) rude and guailan lahh!
1) the bus is those old type bus and the aircon isnt cold at all (nvm)
2) the card reader is like not functioning and one auntie wanted to alight but she cnt tapped her card. the bus uncle say "want to go down u go down lah" like in a damn !#$%^&&*&^%$ tone.
3) HE DASHED PAST ALOT OF RED LIGHT. look! is red not orange. wtf?!
URGH. nvm alighted at market and went to sat at mac and waited for auntie. went home and played poker :D hah! it's been a long time ever since i last touched on poker.
i found something in auntie house that i can never find in my house. entertainment.
how can i play poker at home with myself when the other 3 in my house is cannot be entertain.
wadever. enjoyed (of course) xD and weizheng is damn funny lahh. becuz yiling jie jie set the rule: the first person who got negative 50 points must 脱裤 xD hah! and wz went to wear one of auntie's oversized pants just in case! ha! in the end he's the first to break the record sia! negative 51 points xD hah! nvm then went to make blogskin :O quite screwed sorry worh!
played another round of poker again :D ahhh! i got addicted luh lahh! and my dad comes and i need to go home :O urghhhh.i really wanna stay longer D:
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ohyeah, my blog song is 手放开 :) i love the lyrics manxzx! :/
"不能给你未来我还你现在安静结束也是另一种对待当眼泪流下来伤已超载分开也是另一种明白我给你最后的疼爱是手放开不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白把爱收进胸前左边口袋最后的疼爱是手放开不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪感情就像候车月台有人走有人来我的心是一个站牌写着等待"
kk! end here buhbyes!:D let the things be unsettled and the words be unspoken.
atleast,pleasetellmewaddtodobeforeuleavemehereanddisappearintothethinair. icnthandlethesemyself. it'sonlythe2ndday.. 28nov.howcanisurvivethroughitalone? D': ifitwasntme,willhestillbehere? butwadd'snow?he'sgoneandilosthim..
[edit]URRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH. I TELL U I REALLY HATE PEOPLE TO ARRANGE MY LIFE FOR ME CAN? WHICH PART OF THE SENTENCE DO U NOT UNDERSTAND? now i need to cancel things just because of u. !#$%^&*()*$&%(^&$)*%[/eidt]

kai bu liao kou :(

2008-11-25T20:58:00.005+08:00

:D hehz. went to bugis with huanyuan and sokhian today :D
met sokhian at je mrt at abt 1045, reached bugis at abt 1121? hahaha was hanging around there stalking/waiting for huanyuan (abit toa pai arh? jkjk!xD) went to shop abit for stuff to eat while waiting haha. okay. he's late. so went for our 二人世界 first :D
first into the nike shop, followed by converse, and so on.. until kinokuniya :D
awwwwww. bugis's damn small :O not much stuff there. found a twilight movie book 32 bucks (OMG) who wanna sponsor and buy for me? xD haha! hy then comes and followed us around.
AND WE END UP IN THE NEOPRINT SHOP *smirk* HEH :D

TADA! end product.but it's quite ex manxzxz. but nvm since huanyuan (rarely) takes neoprints!
hahaha ate mos burger, okay is they. ~~ate~~ drank coke and koped fries from them :D
haiyo. our butt sticked on the chair for like an hour? hah! was complaining/gossipping and so on. went to walk in bhg and found nth much there :O okay, hy is attracted by the moving reindeer xD
went back to mos burger to ~~stone~~ relax over there. got a apple soda this time :D and sokhian bought a basket of 3 strawberries and 3 more in a plastic bag say 吃了有幸福的感觉 :D idk whether that's 幸福的感觉 or wadd, but it's damn sweet and nice manxz! :D hehz.
chatted to around 3.30 and rmb my poor sis :x OPPS. nvm bought doughnuts and some kinda xmas sweets? mrt-ed home with sokhian, hy got his yangqin lesson awwww.
i suddenly realised that the route from mrt to my house is damn far when i really dun dare to go home manxz. guessed wadd, i walk 8 minutes from my house to the mrt in the morning and i took 24 mins to walk from mrt back to my house in the afternoon :x URGHHHHHHHHH!
okay okay. that's the end i guessed.
i needa settle things that is left unsettled D': ijustkaibuliaokou.someonetellmewaddcanido:/

it's over~! LALALA

2008-11-22T19:56:00.014+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
MY YANGQIN EXAM IS OVER! muahahhaaa :DDD
lalalalala. okay. more than that, I AM FREEEEEEE! :D
that applys to... shopping, movie-ing, outing, dating, blogging! :) i want good result still :/can? please? :/
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okay, so i start my day with yangqin exam at 9.42am!
yeah yeah. i damn scare can. shivering inside D: but no matter wadd it's over~ :D
ohyeah! went to take my new specs and it's freaking cool canxz. went back home, and changed into co tee and went out with sis back to NAN HUA! :D it's open house lalalala. went at 12 plus:x nvm lahhh, better than din come. but it's = to don't come. nvm there's nth to do there .-! damn sian. got lorh. huanyuan show off his skill (roll eyes), but but, he's really very pro lahhh must admit. (but why suan me aft my exam? :O) & must thanks wanxin for touring the whole school with me.

xiao jie men, I FINALLY GOT A PICTURE WITH U ALLLL!!! :DDDD
and and... guess who i took picture with too? :D hehz.

OHMYGOD! :DDD hehz. HELLO MR LIU! :D nic liu manxz! :D i got a picture with him!:D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. *squeak* okay. it took me a long time to get tis pic xD
went home at around 2.30? or 2.45 :D with wanxin hehz. we chat at mrt platform (again) HAHA
missed around 4 mrt and went home. sianxzxzxzxzxzxzxz.
ohyeah, and and and. i've got a "section photo"! :D it's still a photo afterall :D

i know im despo until like this lahhhh. cnt blame me. COZ I DID NOT GET A PHOTO TODAY AGAIN. nvm. disappointed enough luh. dun wanna disappoint myself any further. (roll eyes) must keep this kaes? it's done by meeee! :D hehz. hahaha
to... may wanxin sokhian huanyuan: save this, set as wallpaper, and look at it everyday!
dun forget me... or else heh heh! :D hahahahaha.
i really love it alot lahhhh. my first section photo! and i really want a formal one! :)
---we'refurtherapart. thegapcannotbecloeup, itwillonlymaintainordriftfurtherapart:/
BLAHH just kinda feel strange this few days. but after all... MY YANGQIN EXAM IS OVER! AND IM GOING TO JIO SOKHIAN, YIJUN, WEIZHENG AND ALOT OF PEOPLE OUT! :D
WHHHHEEEEEE! TMR CLARKE QUAY! :D

3 more days! :S

2008-11-19T09:19:00.015+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I GOT ALOOOOTTTTT TOOOOO POOOOSSSSTTT! :D
bear with me abit kaes? coz too much things happen these few days :D

16nov,sunday :D SENTOSA WITH BLAC! :D
hehz. yuhan tot it's this sun (23nov) she din go coz she got her np camp. AWWWWW D:
it's really a nice day out in sentosa, just that i got serious sunburn when i come back (roll eyes). we met at habour front at 8.30am like that. suli and i took the same train, huizhen reached like 8.10 O_O siao. took the monorail there. i acted like a retard coz i mixed monorail with cable car .-! okay, took to beach station went to palawan beach. wadd to do? sit down draw draw draw lorh . okay, din complete my painting. daphne completed it! w-o-w? haha her mum v.funny. her mum says, if daphne draw finish and get A, she'll buy her slippers. HAH.
okay, mr yap left at 1pm, so we're left there~ MUAHAHAHA :D
cam-woring quite a bit, tiny lit' bit lahhh :)

sentosa palawan beach from far? :D haha

me and suli zilian in habourfrontmrt toilet. that auntie zo-deng. HAHA :X

me suli huizhen :D hehz. suli damn funny. she say she scared the tree break.
hehz. look at the first picture. I AM SOOOOO TALLLLL!!! :DDDDD
(okay, even retard can see im standing on the tall rock .-! ) :B

hehz. i got no idea why in the pic on the right, i've got bad hair day :/
ahhhhh, it reminds me of jasper! huizhen! i wanna go kino with u :DDD

:D hehz. we really damn bored. we built sandcastle ._. and and, i got sunburn! :D

okay, last two photos of we cam-whoring. hehz. sentosa is fun with BLAC :D
awwwwwww. daphne and yuhan din join us D: or else, it'll be fun-er :D heehee!
ohyeah. we played till 3 or 4, then went home by monorail. on our way back, i saw....

ahem. shumin's best friend! :DDD hehz. okay okay, dun bully her. tsk tsk. (!) :D
went back to habour front and i saw chengchoo! :DDD hehz. long time nehhh.
went home. practice yangqin (which i got nth to say abt it.)

17nov, monday. chalet? LOL.
damn damn damn damn damn. that's the ______ chalet ever. okay. got pulled by my dearest mr tan to his class chalet. yeah yeah. his class chalet. ALL GUYS THERE LAHHHH! WAHLAO. nvm. luckily jiemin is there. or else i tink im gonna be damn bored and extra there. stick to jiemin like lian ti jie mei like that. guess wadd, we brought dvds there (smart us!) :D we watched like 5 hours plus from 2 plus to 7. okay, bbq, is like super duper lame. damn lame. i dunnno why does guys enjoy themselves by chasing around pulling each other pants. (roll eyes) okay, that's still the beginning. THE WORST THING:
at night, i wanted to go home like desperately but jiemin wants be to pei her and yijun oso dun want me to go home. so i be a good person to stay behind. u know a room of all guys, supposingly the bed is for us, two girls, after we went for a walk, we came back, the guys are sleeping everywhere. (roll eyes). damn damn damn damn damn. me and jiemin enjoy our 深夜二人世界. haha. we go walk and walk around the chalet. in the end we sit down at the pool side (erm, at the above of some building) and start saying ghost story. we chat until 6am like that ^^ hehz. gossip alot also :D when the guys wake up, we went back to sleep xD hahaha now that's why i say, this is the worst chalet i have ever go. and tan yi jun, i haven forgive u for pulling me there! :O

18nov, tuesday. Nanhua cultural pop! :D
hehz. okay, im still stuck in the chalet. all the way until 4.30pm. thanks to jiemin who really is a gooooooodddd entertainment partner! tyvm ily! :D hehz. ohyeah, sorry to sokhian and huanyuan becuz im damn busy there and i really really din mean to ignore both of ur calls D: soorrrryyy! okay okay, and thanks to jianxiong for his yangqin rubber too. hmmmm. how am i suppose to return him? O_O nvm nvm. okay, got ready to go for cultural pop. went to fetch shumin, gwen and daphne from clementi mrt (sigh) i ask them to go to the carpark beside the mrt, we are like playing hide and seek.
me: where you?
gwen: im at blk 322, i can see 323 and 325.
me: huh? ehhh, im at blk 324 and i can see blk 326.
damn funny lahhhh. i guess my hp bill is gonna be scary this month. nvm reached there and saw kelly! :D hehz. went up to sit and shumin's friend jengwei is late. it's quite boring lahh the cultural pop, boring-er than last year :O crosstalk is the best of all lahhh! :DD it's like damn funnyyy!!! :DD okay okay. interval. nth to do also. after interval is CO performance! :D ohmygod. i dunno wadd to say. but i really got a really amazing/special feeling to see CO performing. it's like my first time to sit there as a audience :/ idk how to describe it, it's positive, not negative. okay, I LOVE YANGQIN SECTION MANXZ! :D they played like damn co-ordinate. nvm. goodjob anw :D and may, it's ur first time performing! :DDD hehz. goood job yangqin! :D and nhco ofcourse :D
kelly lo-bang my dad's car home. ohyeah at UCC there, MR CHENG SAYS I GROW TALLER! yeah mr ng said that too! :D hehz. woots woots woots! maybe im really taller can? :D okay okay. wanna passed the sunflower to sokhian, but her hp got no batt, so i called huanyuan and he said they're going back/ in school (roll eyes) okay, poor kelly had to follow me back to nanhua and be my cameragirl hahaha :D tyvm kelly! :) passed to sokhian her flower and ofcourse take picture xD took with huanyuan oso and thanks kor for the lit' present! :DD hehz.

and i really love both of them alot :OireallyreallyreallyshebudethemD:howhowhow?urghhh.idunwantdeparture:/
din get to see may even though im supposed to meet her :/ nvm nvm. nxt time kaes?
okay, so went back home and chatted with kelly abt her camp in car :D hehz.
i did not get a section photo in the end. idk wadd to say, but yeah. i tink i can just forget abt it. it's like i've been asking ever since mid auturm D: i want a yq outing. i want yq section photo. i want alot more, but yeah, it's all wadd i want. D':
BLAHHH CRAP. is this wadd u call 可遇不可求? :/
i jus wanna practice hard for my yangqin for this saturday yangqin exam :/ iwantgoodmarks:/plaese? :/
BYEBYE! :D and i love this song manxz! :D

for eunnnnnniiiiiicccceeeeeee.

2008-11-14T18:59:00.004+08:00

okay this post delicated to eunnnniiiiccceeeee.
coz i tink she wunt let me off so easily if i dun do her quiz.
wrong to be precise, her nov 8 quiz (it's a week ago but she insist me to do!)
okay okay okay. her quiz is same as huiqi, she still insist. gosh!
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wait before the quiz, i got something from xiaoxi's blog :D
Before marriage…
Guy : Finally, I’ve waited so long for this
Girl : Do you want me to go?
Guy : Hell no!! Don’t you ever think about that
Girl : Do you love me?
Guy : Of course, I’ll always do
Girl : Have you ever cheat on me?
Guy : No, I will never do such a bad thing
Girl : Do you want to kiss me?
Guy : Yes
Girl : Baby….
after 5 years of marriage... (readfrom the bottom back to the top)
LMAO! HAHAHAHAHAHA :D
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1 ) The last person who tagged you is :
euuuunnnnnniiiiiccccceeee. (should be eu-nice, but why she isnt nice? :x)

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
hmmmmmmmmmm. gossip partner/brothers(jasper & emmette) :D

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
she is ~~nice, demanding, ridiculous~~ HAHA :D awesome :)

4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
Er.. is there any? well, yupps. one, forcing me to do this quizz. memorable

5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
hmmmm. lots.

6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :
that wunt happen coz later some black choco come and chase after me :D

7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :
speedup the rate of reproduction of braincells :x

8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
she snatch my jesse mccartney and robert pattinson! hmph! :O

9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :
heh heh. (in a ti-ko-peh look) haha eeewwww. who wants? haha. tinking in process.

10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :
:D :D :D

11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :
14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
answer for above 4 ques: SKIP :D

15 ) pass this quiz to 6 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. sokhian
2. may
3. huanyuan
4. wanxin
5. kah ming
6. eunice (i insist u must do again! i dun care :ppp) hahaha!

16 ) who is no.6 (eunice) having a relationship with?
a black choco. HAHAHA :D

17 ) what is no.2 (may) studying about?
ehhhhhhh, supposely pigggg. hahahaha :D

18 ) when was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (huanyuan)?
last week? idk lahhhh.

19 ) Does no.1 have any siblings?(sokhian)
2 sisters i tink :D

20 ) will you woo no.3 (huanyuan)?
duhhhh no! he got tooo many people woo-ing liao! xD

21 ) whats the surname of no.5 (kahming)?
chua. (he's angry with it when people call him full name :x)

22 ) whats the hobby of no.4 (wanxin)
loooking at hu-ge hahaha xD

23 ) where is no.2 studying at (may)?
nanhua. she's stuck in her CO awwwwww.

24 ) talk something casually about no.1 (sokhian)?
we can gossip alot ;D

25 ) what colour does no.4 (wanxin) like?
hmmmmm. good question. i dunno lehhh :/

26 ) are no.1 (sokhian) and 5 (kahming) best friends?
they dunno each other .-!

27 ) how did you get to know no.2 (may)?
she's my junior from peps to nh! :D

28 ) does no.1 (sokhian) have any pets?
yuppppps. her eeeeyyyyooore :D hahahha xD
tada done! are u happy eu-nice? HAHAHAA :D

NEW BLOGSKIN; NEW URL!

2008-11-14T13:14:00.005+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
finally complete my new blogskin, and i pretty much love it tons!
i tink it's nice lahhh! :DDD and my url hehz. must thank shumin first, coz in msn/sms/blog she always "zomg" HAHAHA:D got my inspiration from there :D hehz. tyvm! :)
hmmmmmm. comment on this new blogskin? LOL :)
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kk. i find that i have not do quiz for a long time and huiqi gonna kill me! D:
awwwwwww. okay. got two quiz to complete (roll eyes)
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1 ) The last person who tagged you is :
huiqi ♥
2 ) Your relationship with her is :
she's my darling okay? (opps! SORRY YINJIE :P)
3 ) Your impressions on her is :
a mugger/geeek! hahaha nahhh, she's lovable :D
4 ) The most memorable thing she had done for you :
hehz. SHE HELPED ME KICK YIJUN! :DDD
5 ) The most memorable thing she said to you :
hehz. must i say? :x
6 ) if she becomes your lover you will :
try my very best to avoid yinjie. hmmm. maybe 私奔 with her tsk :D
7 ) If she becomes your lover, a thing she has to improve on will be :
be brainless abit. must match me de! retarded abit also :D hehz.
8 ) if she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
hmmm. CAUSE SHE SNATCH MY 林志穎 from me!!!!! :O
9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for her now is :
hmmmm. show her more 林志穎 and j mac picture and make her lost concentration tsk.
10 ) your overall impression on her is :
i love her :D
11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
how would i know? hmmm why not u ask "people areound u" .-!
12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh (opp. of just now answer)
14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
fortunately, myself :D

15 ) pass this quiz to 6 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
shumin, gwen, kelly, yuhan, yinjie, yijun :D
16 ) who is no.6 (yijun) having a relationship with?
erm, ~~DARREN~~(opps) a girl now?
17 ) what is no.2 (gwen) studying about?
picking up dry twigs currently. HAHA
18 ) when was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (kelly)?
ehhhh, sms ytd :D
19 ) Does no.1 have any siblings?(shumin)
~~does ah meng have any?~~ one sister :D
20 ) will you woo no.3 (kelly)?
i need to learn to protect myself first. xD
21 ) whats the surname of no.5 (yinjie)?
ang HAHA.
22 ) whats the hobby of no.4 (yuhan)
guailan-ing :D
23 ) where is no.2 studying at (gwen)?
nanhua, and she's stuck with moster carelee :D haha
24 ) talk something casually about no.1 (shumin)?
SMARRRTTTT MONKEYYY!
25 ) what colour does no.4 (yuhan) like?
ehhh, yuhan, wadd colour u like arh? HAHAH black?
26 ) are no.1 (shumin) and 5 (yinjie) best friends?
if they are, i pity shumin :D haha
27 ) how did you get to know no.2 (gwen)?
in the little yellow class room of 111 last yr :D
28 ) does no.1 (shumin) have any pets?
nahhhhhhh. (whisper)she cant take care of them(/whisper) haha!
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1.The person who tagged me is: yijun (roll eyes)
2.Your relationship with him: shhessshh. do i know him? HAHA :)
3.Your five impressions of him: dumb/v.dumb/vv.dumb/vvv.dumb/... :D
4.The most memorable thing he had done for you: hmmmmm :D
5.If he had become your lover,you will: gosh.
6.If he had became your lover,things he needs to be improve on: :D
7.If he became your enemy now: heh heh! :D
8.What is it you want to talk him now: idk idk idk idk idk.
9.Your overall impression of him: :D
10.How do you think people around you,will feel about you: again.
11.The characteristic you love about yourself is: again.
12.The most ideal person you want to be is: MYSELF.
13.For people who cares&likes you,say something to them: Thanks arh.

List 10 people in your mind:
shumin,kelly,gwen,eunice,may,darren,yijun,amanda,yinjie,huiqi:D
14.Who's no.6 (darren) having relationship with
can i say? f_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ :D
15.If no.7 (yijun) and no.10 (huiqi) are together,will it be a good thing?
hahaha lmao! :D haiyo, i pity huiqi :D
16.What is no.2(kelly) studying about:
hmmm. monster studies? nahhh. she learning her camp stuff :D
17.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3:
ytd? or 2 days ago. idk lahhh :O
18.What kind of music does no.8 (amanda) likes:
I not really sure about that lehhh. hmmmm. *ahem* singing? :x
19.Does no.1 (shumin)has any siblings:
Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes.
20.Will you woo no.3 (gwen):
omggggg NOOOOOOOOOO!! later, someone kill me! :D
21.How about no.7 (yijun):
u tink lehhhhhh? (roll eyes) HAHA :D
22.Is no.4 (eunice) single:
nahhhhhhhhh. hehz. :D
23.What is the surname of no.5 (may):
ONG! or should be oink since she's soo pig :)
24.What is the hobby of no.10 (huiqi):
if i say out, she'll chase me with parang :/
25.Do no.6 (darren)&no.9 (yinjie)get along well:
unfortunately, yes..!!!!
26.Where does no.5 (may) live:
bukit batok. sheeesh. dun stalk her kaes? .-!
27.what colour does no.4 (eunice) like:
~~hotpink~~ black, lime green, orange? :)
28.What does no.10 (huiqi) doing now:
mugging her a level xD (jiayouuu!!) :DDDD
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finally complete thiiissss quiiiiizzzzzz! (roll eyes)
btw, class allocation result is out :D
HAHA :D im damn busyy nowadays. ohyeah i tink relink page damn cool! damn cool!
HAHA random. LOL. but still yeah. there's lots of thing coming up! D:
2 more days to sentosa with BLAC! :DDD whhheeee!
4 more days to cultural pop, NHCO JIAYOU! :D (they v. poor thing now:x)
8 more days to yangqin exam AHHH. JY YJ! :)
14 more days to 28 november!!! (like who dunno!) HAHAHA :D
ahhhhhhhhh. someone save meeeeeeeee D': iwantgoodresultforyangqin,please? :/

happy birthday wanxin!

2008-11-12T10:14:00.006+08:00

i love this photo alot lahhhh :D
not the poster thingy, but the way the photo is :D
just found this web that provide all these. hah! im really bohliao .-!
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11 11 2008 tuesday :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANXIN!
HEHZ. ahma! enjoy ur birthday kaes? and u're one year older~ :D
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10 11 2008 monday :D
went out with sokhian :) it's funny in some manner coz we actually went around aimlessly for like 3 hours plus. we gossip more than we shop.
met at yewtee and started exchanging present (see so ma fan xD)
she complaint abt ____ all the way till amk hub hahaha met blogshop people and we really look like stalker to see who is the blogshopper im meeting :) walk round and round in amk hub, and it's really like boring coz we did not went into any of the shop. just keep toking and walking till we got lost and we found ourself in the carpark. w-o-w! xDDD
headed to bishan then since there's nothing to shop.
okay, can't believe we actually spend 4bucks on ice coffee, when it's only ice with coffee HAHAH. went up to cinema bought two cheesy hotdog. oh yeah! the little little round shape ice cream cost me 3 bucks and not only that, i went up and dwn just to exchange for coins coz stupid machine don't accept plastic notes! wth. don't laugh, sokhian! HAHA :p
wanted to take neoprints but no booth in sight. went to jec instead.
AND THE NOOOBSHIT ME DON'T KNOW THAT JEC IS CLOSED DOWN AND IS READY TO BE DEMOLISHED. wth. poor nanhua people, now jec is not available. went to "shop" in popular. hahaha went in and out again. sat down to drink bubble tea and rushed home for yangqin. HAHA. we actually spend our time toking/complaining/gossiping! wow. hahaha but it's a really fun day after all :D and and, ilu for giving that present~ sooooo sswwwweeeettt! :D THANK YOU VERYYY MUCH, ILU! :D
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okay, shall end my post here coz i need prac yangqin again.
gosh. 10 more days. jy yj! :D
and and, im going to change my blog url, blogskin and email :D
hehz. i need inspiration for blogskin! url and email ready! MUAHAHA :D
ireallyreallyreallymissyouuuuu):sosadddddddd. iwanttoseeeyouthissoon.imafraidtobeforgotten.
utoldmeu'llalwaysrmbme.but.now,everythingseemsoppositeD:waddhappentoallthepromises?:/
BLAHHHHHHH. BYEBYE! :D

2008-11-08T17:50:00.006+08:00

just hopping other's blog and saw something funny :)

(click to enlarge and see) LMAO DARREN!
tan yi jun, i dunno that u attract ~~girls~~boys too!there'syangqintmr.again.savemeD':
ohyeah! and and! i can solve a 4 by 4 rubik's! :D CHEERS!

shoppppppiiiinnnngggg! :)

2008-11-07T20:03:00.011+08:00

hehz. ohyeah, before i forget...
i know im going to be ganng killed in anyway for this :x
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARREN!! ♥
HAHAHAHAHA:X im really sorry lahhh not i purposely forget :x
okay okay, 要杀要砍随便你！我大人有大量 :D (im really sorry :x)
hehz. went out today and yijun suddenly sms me:
"eh, i randomly think of sth, darren's birthdayis over" HAH :E
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hehz. it's called, PERFECT FAMILY! :D pooh,piglet,tigger,eeyore:)
though both pictures are taken in different places xD
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4nov,tuesday went out with shumin :D hehz. met in the mrt.
wait, shumin cnt tell where's the center :x haha! went to bishan.
(and shumin din tuck in her shirt!) bwahahaha :D ohyeah, on mrt..
shumin: we going to junction 8 right?
me: no no! junction 8 is at bugis!
shumin: huh? no at bishan lorh, then where are we going shop?
me: bishan. *smile*
met jermaine and went to buy movie tickets for high school musical :D it's quite a nice show/sadd or wadever u tink about it :) though din cry, but still, the part of leaving is sadd D': awwwww.
LOL. din eat lunch and went to shop :) bought quite some thing but spent little money only :) bought a piglet! and it's like damn cute can? like this..

hehz. it's cute neh! really veryy cute :D hmmmm. and pooh puzzle, idol calendar, a bookmark those got name one) and some others lahh, cnt rmb too :/ shumin bought her mum a present, or should i say, she helped her dad to buy her mum something hahaha :D nvm, shop till sian luh then went back home, where im been forced to play my oh so beloved yangqin ahem. i still love yangqin lah, just that it is adding stress on me. gosh.
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6nov,thrusday o level ends :) yeah yeah. went out with jun :D hmmmm. we went out for breakfast at yewtee the old things we always order. din eat much coz someone just phone me and wake me up early in the morning *yawn*! hahaha :p went to first stop to shop, which is sunplaza at sembawang. sunplaza, i keep tinking that sunplaza is at orchard. stupid xp
yijun: what's there to shop in sun plaza? O_O
me: huh? sun plaza at orchard lehhh! we going sembawang.
yijun: *he give me a really diao-ed face* *BISH!*
i really dunno wadd's the prob with me, maybe my brain does not function well in the morning or waddd :O sheesh. ohyeah, idk that guys got the patient to shop for clothes :B he bought like 3 clothes in just 1 hour. maybe he's too stress by o level need to fa xie. sigh. i got really sian to shop there, actually wanna watch a movie, on second thoughts, im really that sleepy luh, if i go in, i confirm sleep x.x hahah. shop till about 1.30 over there, went to woodlands next and ate swensens :D MUAHAHAHA :D shop in mini toons :x earn myself another...

TIGGER! :D it's reallyreally cuteeeeee! :D hehz. left it in jun's house coz my cupboard cant store any more toys luh D: serious packing needed. shall pack it on sat. haha :D bought high school musical soundtrack though it's a waste of money, and some shirt. ohyeah, i love my current jacket lah! :D i wear it to everywhere. went we go from causeway point to woodlands civic centre for library. we looks like two morons wearing jacket out in the sun. wadever. tan yi jun, say u leh! moron :p hahaha went to lot 1 to buy mac back for yiyang and took 302, home sweet home~
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7th nov, friday. DAMN. mum took a day leave to monitor me playing yangqin (roll eyes) i really tinks that she got nothing better to do. she bought be out to bishan to buy my shoes, but in the end i bought nothing coz there isn't my size. bought a 4 by 4 rubik's cube instead :D saw adidas bag and it's really like damn ******* nice lahhh. then she bushuang here and there and say buy next time. wtf. nvm lorh. can guess de. but i really want it lahhh !#$%^&*!#$%^&*)(*&^%!(*&^%$%^&*()(*&^%$%^&*() i want! reached home and started playing my yangqin again T.T hahaha jun pity me and come my house using the excuse of teaching me yangqin tyvm sehh! :D we end up making straw stars in my room. EH, I LEARN LIKE DAMN FAST CAN! BLEHHH. mr moron tan still cannot make! :O awwww.
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end my post here and back to watch my drama :D
hehz. and i really love this few days of shopping! :DDDD
byebyeeeeee! ihopethatit'seasytoletgowhentimeisup.imlikemoreattachedtou.how?:/

2008-11-05T19:32:00.002+08:00

hehz. found this cute thing on cheowyi's blog :D
hope u dun mind i post it here again coz i simply dunno where to tagg on ur blog :O so cant blame me kaes? :D hehz.

hehz. seriously, it wunt do any harm to ur com.
i just cant stop laughing after pressing lahh! HAHAH :D
anw, will do a proper update tmr :D
meanwhile, entertain urself with that! :DDDD
andirealisewhostheonewhoreallycareforme.thankyou!:D

if i say i studied today, u believe? x)

2008-11-01T18:44:00.006+08:00

hehz. i REALLYYY did study today lorhhh tsk.
today, i felt that im the guaiiest among the whole holiday manxz!
hahas went to alot of place to STUDY! okay okay. not me study lahh xD went to yewtee mac to have breakfast with jun, he study, i eat :O call a set meal hotcake with ice milo and shared with him, seeeee! im nice kaes? muahahah. went to woodlands to shop abit, really abit only lorhhh D: wanna shop more but that dumbass keep complaining he need study. (roll eyes) fineeeeee. din bought anything Dx but people bought me things :)

say a big hello to my new pooohhhh! :D
cute right? thankyouuuuverryyyymuchhh!♥
we went to lot 1 library to studyyyy. okay, is he studyy. cnt find any nice book so took out my breaking dawn and start reading *yawn* i finished half, nahhh, two third coz i finish "book two" hahahaha :D okay, jun really study, so bohliao de :( we started making some noise, argue over tmr's yangqin.

hehz. the nicer handwriting is mine, and the uglier is his :p
i was okay, grumbling about tmr's yangqin (which jun predict ytd)
jun: wahhhlaoooo, complain yangqin again (do some funny face)
me: reallyyyyy. damn siannnn lahhh D: why not u help me play?
jun: shhhhhhh. here's library.
hack him xp hahaha then he passed the paper over "forget it" hahaha nvm. it's really quite funny lahhh, just i dunno how to explain out everything :D
stayed until 4 plus take 302 home or else mum gonna to ask this and tat.
RAWR. i din enjoy myself today lahhh D: but at least i earn a pooh :D
tmr's yangqin,urghhhhhhhhhhh. wish me luck bahh :/
URGHHH RAWR! nvm. i go watch tv :D hehz. BYEBYE! :D
jiayouuuforurolevelkaes?sorrytogrumblealottodayD:

formulae 1 :)

2008-10-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

just a random random random note for myself :D
there's a current formulae 1 race in sao paulo from 31oct - 2nov:)
hamilton winnnn pleasssseeee :DDD hehz.
anw, he won the previous's shanghai's race :D woots! :D
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i tink.
i don't think.
hehz. I STILL LOVE MY DOU SHA BAO <3

twilight craze :)

2008-10-31T13:14:00.010+08:00

okay okay, i know it's quite sometimes since i do a proper update :x
wadever. seriously cant find the mood to blog cause... there's nth exciting happen nowadays, those that are exciting cannot be post. my bussyy holiday is reserved for my "boyfriends" and going out. i have found out that im running out of cash so im staying at home to work for my sister :D hehz. wait wait, let's hyperventilate over something first :D

credict to: lion_lamb lj community :D and eunice too :D
okay, first, 2009 sub comb result is out! wheeee? nahhhhh. im waiting patiently until 10am and finally it's out! BUT. there isn't my name in it (roll eyes) kk fine. i tink i really 吃饱没事做. hahaha :D fine fine! it's like scroll down... then 211... 11, 12, 13, 15, 17, 18, ... LOL. they skip reg 14! how can?! :p waddever. haha and and! in the mean time lots of twilight picture link was given by eunice which really makes me going to hyperventilates :D im really looking forward to watch it manxz! it's like bella and edward kisss!!!! woots!:D *im abit lagg* Dx
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but seriously, other than these. i really got nothing to post liao lehhh :/
okay fine, u din see me online nowadays coz...
1. the person i want to talk to the most isnt online *roll eyes*
2. my mum borrowed DVDs homefor me :)
3. i got lots of boyfriends to chase wadever. now is hongkong boyfriends :p
4. there's really really really nothing to do online xB
fine fine. currently watching 冲上云霄 and seriously, IT'S LIKE DAMN NICE coz lots of people who acted in 学警雄心/学警出艮 are all there :B hehz.

it's really like damn nice and exciting coz like u'll not get a chance to be a pilot most probably and they show u how aeroplane is operated etc :D but anw, the show is quite long ago also xD
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and and i seriously cannot help people to find blogskin/ change blogskin/ edit blogskin! im quite contented with my current one luh until ytd when i help jun to change his, i love his liao lahhhh RAWR. im not going to spend my time changing again D: AND AND, yinjie, huiqi and yijun came to overturn my house ytd. they are much much much more scarier than my clique :S the most clique will do is just cook maggie mee and wander around etc they... open my cupboard, hug all my poohs, my tiggers, my toys and went to play with my speaker and overturn my study room & LEAVE WITHOUT PACKING UP. GRRRR.
okay, jun is nice to stay back to pack :D hahaha
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kk, last thing... song :D from jun's blog de :)

tell me if time should make a change
then why do i feel the same
i know i gotta move on but im so addicted to u ♥
hehz :D that's all bahhhhhhh :D byebyeeeeeeee :)

2008-10-30T15:23:00.003+08:00

TAN YI JIN, CHEER UP
-

don't be sad over small tiny winny matters!
--huiqi, yinjie, yijun! ♥
yinjie: WE HELP HIM SAY "I LOVE YOU"
huiqi: we didn't hack ur account, it's auto sign in :)
yijun: .... i got nothing to say -.-

bye bye!!!! <3

byebye! )': {2year of memories}

2008-10-23T19:37:00.019+08:00

URGHHHHHHHHHHH. i cried again today D:
tanyijin, din u tell urself to control all for today?! GOSH.
okay lahhhhh. i got feeling one kaes? :/ i really miss these 2 years.
wait wait wait, this is gonna be a long and "emo" (?) post :/ kaes? those who are not interested, kindly click on the small red button on the top right hand corner of ur screen kaes? and and, to view other post, click on the archieves kaes? coz this post is really too long, so im only showing one post on this BIG screen :)
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once 111'o7, forever 211'o8
hey guys! it's been a really really really great 2 years tgt with u! :) thanks for bringing so much joy and laughters to my life :D especially ashley, zhanteng, zexuan, keefoong and others for ur really damn 冷到半死 de joke. hahaha :) i really really really want class gathering :/ please? organise one? hello? guys wadddtheheck happen to our originally-planned class chalet D:

i hope the smile will never be lost on ur face! :D u guys are awesome. though there's little little disputes over these 2 years :/ yeah. but still together as a class "it's okay, it's alright, 211 FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!" :DDDDD of course thanks to.... MR CHENG! mr "evil" ng! mr nic liu! 黄老师! mdm junidah! mdm yip! mr d. tay! ms yeo (haha)! ms soh (whichever way to spell ur name)! and many many more teachers like mr ng (lit), qiu lao shi, ms chan etc :D thanksya teachers! loveya! (though im sometimes sleeping in class & day dreaming xD)

{edward emmett} i'll never forget about this :D
u two asshole, give me letters in the middle of the lesson make me wanna cry already! and and! u make me sad by being soooooooooooooo talll. taller than me! i jealous and angry u know! HAHA thanks for mentos & toberlone kaes? :) all the best in waddever u do kaes? :D

{rosamund joie} HEHZ. VAMPIRE KNIGHT 飞轮海 La Corda 棒棒堂 ZERO 炎亚伦KANAME 大东 YUKI sooooooooo ooooooooooonnnnnnnnnn! HAHA :D one anime-craze one idol-craze. hehz it's really amazing that u two's friendship can last sooooo long!! :DDD hehz. u two friendship must last really really really looooooonnnnnnnnnnngggggggg horh! :D and ros, have more confidence and cheer up kaes? it's sometimes not worth to be frowning just becuz of that :/ haha!

{shauna misa yuwei sihui} HELLO! can i call u guys a group of officially muggers? :D RAWR! get only like 0.1% ++ more than me only!!!! i angry, i bu shuang u know! HAHAH :D still, u guys left me with GREAT memories during cultural camp! :D thankya! and sihui "朋友一生一起走那些日子不再有一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒朋友不曾孤单过一声朋友你会懂还有伤还有痛还要走还有我" hehz. will u still cry? yupps. quote from sihui's blog "一句话，一个微笑，一个朋友" must sihui, rmb me when u go TJ horh!

Uncle Chong! 7 years liao. same class GOSH! 老朋友，你也未免太老了吧 hahasxD okay... nxt yr cannot be in the same class luh D: awwwwwwww. and and! i veryy bushuang u taller than me lehhhh! HAHA! oui! dun forget me horh, must still rmb to call me back to peps when u all are going back kaes? or else i haunt u down!

MR CHEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG! :D hehz. form teacher for 2 years awwwwww. thanks for all that u've done for us during these 2 years, u "hong xin da jiang" makes me cry!!D: ur fault! HAHA. anw, i'll come back teach u rubik's cube de lahh~! HAH :D (mr cheng even about to cry when he see me cry sia) D: and and! from the picture, u look so damn tall! GOSH. i bushuang liao! HAHA :D

邱老师~~ haha! xie xie! my chinese improve quite abit during semester one coz is he teach de! HAHA :D and cultural camp! rmb the spastic twist thingy? :D anw, u really still look like an egg! HAHA :DD

our dear mr "evil-devil" ng :D haha! he's really really really and VERY GOOD teacher! hehz! thanks to him, our whole class maths improve? HAHA :D though his homework is !@#$%^&*, but ur teaching RAWK! :D hehz. im gonna to miss this teacher for sure! im jealous that some of 211'o8 can actually get him as his teacher nxt yr D: awwwww.
and.... not forgetting..... SUPEVIL CLIQUE! :DD

"can u please act like a 14-year-old-kid?" that turns out to be wadd we keep reminding each other! haha tinking of it, 2 years has past and our friendship last the whole year! w-o-w! :D hehz. must miss mee and shumin horh! haha and kelly, i tink i sort pity u coz u've got 2 more years with gwen! that's really really really veryyyy saddennning awww haha :D

{brainless gwen} hehz! dun give me that spastic smile! haha anw, i hope, sincerely hope that next yr when i come back and see u, the number of ur brain cell can increase by 1, 2 or 3 :D and IQ, please increase it too! haha gosh. and i dun wanna u to call me the first day of next year "yijin, where are u? ... can come earlier? ... i dun want to be stuck with kelly" HAHA rmb the time when kelly was at camp, u called me when i was sleeping in car JUST BECUZ U DUN WANNA TO BE STUCK WITH SHUMIN! haha. seriously, more brain cell please~ :D and "i love lewis" "no go away~ i love hamilton more" HAHA :D ilu! :D

{monster ang} HAHA MONSTER! AHHHHHHH RUN! hahaha i'll never forget... the time we spent our time smsing each other about tabletennis olympic instead of studying CT2 lit... the time we sms each other about hamilton when we ought to be studying to EOY history.. u seee! when u work hard ur result improve sooo much! :D hehz! must jiayouu kaes? :D i still wanna meet u at cck to take 302 xD i love KIMI HAMILTON! ilu!

{monkey toh} HEHZ. im not gonna say im gonna miss u coz im actually going to be stuck with u for 4 more years. AHHHHHH. maybe i shall be the one calling kelly and gwen right in the morning complaining that i dun wanna be stuck with u! HAHA dun give urself too much stress kaes? :D u cry i smack u! HAHA! :D dun stress urself too much kaes? ilu!
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NHCO! :D im really gonna miss saying "siannn.. i really dun feel like going to co today sia" on monday and thrusday! hahasxD gonna miss u guys lots too! :D hmmmmmm. are u all gonna miss me? D':

{sokhian} :D JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE! :D time flies! i just get so close to you. just lehhh D: awwwww. but i really really treasure the time we spam each other on sms at night causing my singtel number's sms to bao like siao! :D haha hehz. andthanks for cheering me up when im sadd! :D ilu!! jiejie! :D hehz! and i'll be waiting at nj horh! max 1 year, or else i go haunt for u! must horh okay? gou gou shou :D hehz! huggg!

{huanyuan} :D kor kor kor kor kor! :D hehz 2 years luh not badd huh?gonna miss smsing u on every monday and thrusday "today got co?" "are u going co?" HAH! no more annoying junior like me liao :p hehz dun scare may and wanxin with ur gl look kaes? and and! cheer up! :D thanksya :D p.s. my pooh got frighten by u! seee lahhh! haha gonna miss u lots (i guess)! and grow shorter abit! another one taller than me, i bushuang! :D

{wanxin} BUDDY! :D thanks for the bolster! :D as promise, i'll love u a thousand/million! :D hehz! now now, no more retarded yijin standing outside 209 rushing u to go co coz she's bored. haha! really missed those time! oui! must have more confidence in urself! if u still havenchange the time i come back, i piak u horh! :D must miss me horh! :D

{may} PIG BRAIN! :D sighhhhh. pig brain. why u din take photo with me before de! i find it sooooo hard to find a photo i've taken with u! hehz. must rmb me this senior horh! hehz! my present leh~? HAHA :D gonna miss a little kiddo-junior who always tell me "co so sian, i dun want go" HAHA :D loveya too! always be my junior :D gonna miss this little junior :D
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{daphne} who say dun have picture with me arhh? u arhhh... slow pork! eat slow/ walk slow/ pack thing slow/ draw slow sighhhhhh. haha! dun tell me u're gonna missed me coz u're gonna see me for some more time! :D

{suli} and i finally won u in EOY! yay! :D hehz. about guailan but i dun care. who tell u keep on suaning me arhh? u see lahhh! im gonna enjoy the trip to palawan beach~ hehz! and dun keep telling me u're taller! HAHA :D i bushuang leh!

{xieyuhan} i saw ur BIG post for me luh! HAHA *honoured* thankyou thankyou! :D hehz! i see jb of course i sadd lahh HAHA :D of course lahhh, anything wear on me surely coool cool de! :D hehz! i tink u'll be the one being a nerd :D haha same here, even if u become a nerd, i still loveya! :D
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GOSH. it's the LONGEST POST ever sia! :D haha hehz wadd's the conclusion? it concludes that i really really takes alot of photos with people sia! :D i wanna a photo with nic liu D: haha! nvm, there's always cultural pop :D today's inline skating was fun. but shoes and stuff damn smelly D: haha! i can actually balance well (wow?) gosh. report book was back. shant tok more about it :/ hah. after school, the whole mrt trip was being disturbed/polluted by zexuan. gosh. he very chao leh! shumin and kelly went lot1 and i alight at yewtee. thanks kor :) i finally got a chance to speak everything out of my mind :) rush home for yangqin and i got a damn scolding D: URGHHHHHHH!prayhardforlater:/timecannotbereverse,neithercanmyfeeling:/
a final goodbye to nanhua D:
bye section; bye clique; bye teachers; bye friends.

:/

2008-10-22T19:47:00.002+08:00

baby...baby...i just can't live without you
baby...baby...just need you with me
baby...baby...i just can't live without you
baby...baby...just need you with me
im really really confused.
someone gotta help me out :/ unfortunately, nt everyone can
noteveryoneisascapableasu,sucker:/

short little post :/

2008-10-22T18:11:00.005+08:00

yeah, went to singapore biennale 2008 today :)
was kinda fun and bored. wtv. will post more tmr :D
just wanna thanks wanxin and rosamund for present :D
& as promise, since wanxin gave me a POOH BOLSTER!:) THANKSYA! I LOVE ME A THOUSAND! :DDDD hahahasxD rosamund too! we finally got something to wear as a clique :D ahahahahsxD
okay. im gonna finished up my puzzle :)
p.s. tmr is the last day.
|ifallourargumentsendthemomentileft,iwillchoosetoleave.imtired.
|ireallyregrettednotcherishingthetimeihaveinnh:/tmristhelastday,iguessit'stoolateforme.
|urghhhhhhhhh.damnit.tanyijin,useela. D': imreallyreallyreallysorryto_____.yeah.iagreetou.
it's just too late. there'sno one to blame D':

up-down-left-right feeling

2008-10-19T17:40:00.007+08:00

this feeling sux. up-down-left-right WEIRD!! D:
okay. glad to say, i survive through my art and my yangqin. and surprising-ly, COZ IM G.D. PEK CHEK, i played damn loud and teacher say "不错不错，进步很多" laughmyassoff :) HAHA waddever, at least i can relax and not being so stress till tmr? LOL.
art was stupiddd. i've alr finish painting the sky and parts of the trees, and mr yapp said "don't paint first, i want to teach u all to colour in hot colour" WTH. i need to re-paint everything AND I CANNOT CHANGE PAPER.gosh. that's the worst of all! D: nvm nvm. at least u still survive through all right? :D
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im feeling weird now coz of... sub comb.
i shouldn't be worrying about that. but why m i issued with a account and must submit too? :/ im just hestitating should i be serious or not. seeeeee. there's lots of people wanted to take trip sci + geog, if i put that as my first choice and get in, i will take up one people space and take away the chance of one person (im mean). if i put d.humanities (lit), mr cheng told me to be serious! D: sighhhhhhh. which should i put? im troubled by it.
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going out with ~~clique~~ gwen and shumin tmr. kelly cannot go D: hmmm. was tinking of going to novena with clique and buy microtee tgt if they want, but now :/ nvm lahhh. im just going to relax myself~ :D hahasxD so sadddd. 'O' level and 'A' level all coming, all my gangs are busy till 18nov D: i miss them lots! hello hello? jiayouuu kaes? :) loveya!
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idk why, i suddenly love using "---" in my post, i tink it is cute :D haha i got back my overall result. though the number of As and stuff is satisfying, im damn disappointed in my english. tanyijin, wadd's the prob with u?! gosh. it caused my %tage to drop so drastically D: but at least. 8 points :D yay!
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there's only 3 more school days left. im wondering have i been treasuring it? :/ sure with clique, but co? D: i apologise for giving that i-dun-give-a-damn face in co. sorta regret. yeah. I DIN GET A COMPLETE SECTION PHOTO. damn it. for clique, WE HAVEN BOUGHT PROPER CLIQUE STUFF AND BRING IT TGT YET. maybe time flies, maybe it's my fault. im the only one who keep saying im busy and end up we din go out tgt much. sorry D: i keep ponning co. now there's no more for me to pon luh D:
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last thing. random. song? i suddenly want to hear this again :/

逝去的青春就像我们曾经留给对方的伤痕
两个人无话不说再到最后陌生我想我到可以去忍
i only listen to this when im depressed. it just happens that im very very very very very sadddddddd now like again D: nvm. no one will understand wadd im tinking coz even im confused. maybe it's just another mood swing. im soooo confused about my own feeling lahhhh! nyjw.isuddenlytinkbackofuD':nowirealisehowwrongim.

im sadddddddddddddd.

2008-10-18T13:08:00.005+08:00

LET ME REPEAT. IM SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
damn sadd. wadd's wrong with yangqin? it doesnt like me anymore.
hahs. who am i kidding. i just cant get a single thing right about yangqin and there's only like 4 more weeks left till my examination. again. WL. exam exam exam. u all tink i wadd?! robot arhh? even robot cant meet with ur high expectation.it's abit too much can? ijusthopeiwuntbeabigdisappointment.willi?
idk lahhhhhhhh. suckkkkkeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr. D:
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all of ur expression upset me. "什么叫不会?没用心学就说啦,这么多借口" yeah yeah. my fault my fault. wtv. everything's my fault. it's only half of the day and i feel really sucky now. doubt no one will dare to entertain me.
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idk why im so moody even though i met my target for my overall. ohyeah, THANK YOU KELLY FOR HELPING US CHECK OUR OVERALL AFTER NP :DD TYVM! shall do sth to cheer myself up :D

:) it's nice manxz. but saddening D:
go listen! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvElzI6CB0A&feature=related
gtg for another terrible hours of yangqin, tmr got art. D:
someone must well just kill me in my sleep, please.im just a coward who fear tmr.

SHIVER SHIVER SHIVER :/

2008-10-17T18:18:00.006+08:00

HEART ATTACK lahhh. EOY result! AHHH
can u hear my heart beat? it goes, pomp pomp pomp pomp ......... (silent) pomp. gosh. it's like so frightening lahhh, it's only 4 hours and we got back 8 PAPERS! (count 3 science as one) gosh. papers before lunch was satisfying compared to the papers after lunch D: haha forget about it bahhh. my english needs serious improve D:
i got no mood to blog like seriously. D':imtryingmybest.
---imsad.butnoonecares.ireadit.imreallysad.ujustdununderstand.
yesterday was quite a fun day :D SECTION NEOPRINTS!
hehz. apparently i already left schoool for woodlands to settle some stuff but went back to clementi again. the thing that make me goes back is becuz hy FINALLY agreeto go take neos after co! hehz! so next time if u want me to go anywhere, attract me with neoprints :DD section neos! :DDDD may was not able to go coz the timing is too late awwwwww. thus i demand for ANOTHER one! kaes? :DD
hehz. we took 105 to jec after co like about 6.30? the bus was rather dark and there's traffic jam so yeah. we were stuck on that bus for 20mins plus just to go je. (wow) hy was entertaining us (wx, sh & me) with his ghost stories. it's ~~frightening~~ sadd. idk why i just find it sad to have someone got killed etc. haha. reached jec at about 7.05 plus. and took neos duhhhh. another machine and i treat them *smile* :) it turns out a fun one? k lah, i enjoyed myself.

i hearts them too! :DDD coz they are the one who pei me through out 2years of torturous co session :) thanksya! :) reached back home at abt 9 plus, hehz lucky my mum din scold me, she's in a good mood :) yeah so my day ends at3am when i finally got to sleep after preparing the presents and watched the whole of 学警出艮:DDD
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i hate it. i hate it when i need to prac my yangqin after again and again. im no longer the yj that have the patient for yangqin anymore. dun u understand? yangqin makes me stresss. whyyyy? dun ask me, im too, trying to figure out the reason behind it.
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就算　我知道你也不願意消失在我的世界裡
可是我不能再自然看你裝作兩個人什麼都沒有發生 D:
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koped from shumin this quiz :D
1. Are you taller than your brother?
no brother but got lots of kors :D (all are taller than me!)

2. Are you an emotional person?
very very very :/

3. Has anyone ever spread a rumor about you?
like who din .-!

4. When's the last time you saw your mom?
a second ago. she's pretty good mood today.

5. Do you think you are a good person?
nobody is perfect? :/

6. What woke you up this morning?
the thought of thinking im late for school?

7. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
i hope so :/ i dunnnn wannnnnttt yangqinnnnn!!!! D':

8. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
yuppps.

9. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
im not so bian tai.

10. When was the last time you cried really hard?
blahhhhhhhhhh skip.

11. Does your head hurt right now?
nahhhh. my head is very obidient de :)

12.Do you want to be in a relationship?
hehz. not sure. there's sth call "顺其自然"

13.What is your mood right now?
saddddddddddd. yangqin ruin everything D:

14.What is the last movie that you watched?
hmmmmmm. money not enough 2? :)

15.What was the last shows you watched?
学警出艮学警出艮学警出艮学警出艮学警出艮!!

16.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
sometimes when batt is running low :D

17.What does the front of your shirt say?
nothing :)

18.Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
huanyuan i tink, or my sis idk.

19.What are you listening to?
don't love u no more - crign david

20.Are there people that you wished never existed?
of course. yes.

21.What are your plans for tomorrow?
something somewhere. idk. :/

22.Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
hmmmmm. my pooh, tigger, eeyore and piglet :D (im loveable!)

23.Do you ever think "what if" about everything?
yes yes yes yes. and i hate it.

24.Does your crush like you?
ask my crush lahhh. im not "your crush" :)

25.Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
yes yes yes yes yes. it stink and endanger my health! D:

26.In the past week have you cried?
sadly, yes.

27.Are you mean?
hmmmm. compared to kelly/shumin/gwendolyn, im nice :)

28.Where's the last place you went?
erm, someone house? :D

29.Have you ever been awake for more than 2 nights straight?
yes. and that time i really cannot sleep D:

30.Are you waiting for something?
erm, not really?

31.What were you doing at ten last night?
writing "letters"/"cards" and 学警出艮!! :D

32.Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
no duhh! it's daphne! hahaha :) im bushuang she get 83 for art!

33.Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
no no no.

34.Is there anyone in your house right now that isn't family?
yupps.

35.Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
u teach me how to make them fall, then i tell u :)

36.Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
ehhhhhh, no (shhhhhh)

37.Name one thing you worry about running out of.
brain cell D:

38.Do you crack your knuckles?
yuppps, whenever im damn pek chek with yangqin D:
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yupps. im sooo bored D:
kk. go watch TV now :D that entertain me.
im just feeling damn pek chek now, who wanna entertain me? :/
就讓我一個人失憶消失在你的世界裡.imtryingto,buticant.ijustdununderstanduatall.